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My Yakult is terpelanting to the floor just now...
All because of the stupid plastic covering the Yakult.
Tried to tear them open and in the end, PLING BLING BLANG!!

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I have been slacking like a fat pig. Everyday eat only. I haven't jog for a week oredi. Hmph....

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Going to Miri later but I only have RM8 in my wallet now and I dunno if I can make it to the ATM. Like this how to go to Miri? Buy what? If want to buy some drinks, how? No money wor...Just smell saja la..Or swallow my own saliva la.

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My hair is in serious need of grooming. But I gotta wait til CNY next yr coz I'm growing my hair rite now. It's still far from the long, luscious, thick hair I HAD back last year before Small Helen butchered my hairdo. Gave me layers and layers and more layers. Thus my long, luscious, thick hair was GONE. Poof..!!

Hopefully, I'll stumbled upon some magic hair potion which'll give me instant long hair. Or I can go for the next best thing. Extensions!!

Swimming lessons..Noooo...............

I am so not interested in swimming lessons now. Maybe coz I suck at breast stroke and I can't force myself all the way down to the very bottom of the 2.6m deep pool.

And my period came at the wrong time! It came 2 weeks ago. Unfortunately, it seems like the swimming instructors decided they wanted to celebrate Hari Raya for an extra 2 weeks. So swimming lessons=nada!

The blood kenot hold on for another two weeks meh?? Must break down so fast??

Every Friday, I'll pray for either my period to come or for it to rain heavily. No rain never mind. Just need to have teeny weeny spark of lightning can oredi. The lessons will be cancelled.

*kneels on floor and pray gao gao*

Nothing starts a day better than..

a good bowl of my fav cereal, Cocoa Frosties with cold Dutch Lady Strawberry Milk!! Mmmm.... :)

I went to SupaSave and saw my fav thing. A pack of Yakult with all the drinks having the same colour, white to be exact. I like the original flavour the best and it's not everyday you get them all in a pack. It's always a pack of green, orange, purple and white. It lifted my spirits almost immediately okay.

And the fact that I am going to get a new watch too!!

And I finally got myself the mp3 transmitter coz my laubeh small car only has radio and the CD player already condemned like 100 yrs ago. So not fair lo...The Land Crusier gets everything. It has DVD and CD player, TV and playstation. WTF.....
Anyways....Yeah..!! Now I can drive around with nice songs playing.

I am VERY angry today.

Early in the morning just before I go to work, my Lim Peh had to talk abt this.

"Why must you do event management? Aren't there any other options?"

Fuck man! Haven't I told him millions and millions of times that of course there are other options BUT I don't like them. I am NOT interested in becoming a doctor/engineer/accountant/teacher/lawyer/police/whatever shit.

I was so angry that I actually thought abt finishing all my money I have saved for the past 8 months in a shopping spree. If I can't go to Sydney, what's the point in saving all the money??

Hmph...Mark my words! If I still cannot go to Sydney by Feb, I'll quit my job here in Comosi. I'll just stay at home and do nothing la...At least no need to see WWBHUC's face arh!

And today. I had to deal with some sucky laubeh files. The company is so kiamsiap that they don't wan to spend more money on better files and would rather reuse faulty files which metal lock wouldn't closed properly.

ARGHHHHH.................................!!!!!!

I dun care anymore. I am going to buy the Esprit watch I have been eyeing for a month now. It's only 200 bucks anyways..Hmph..and to think I'm being thoughtful to save for my days in Sydney!

Eve, The Apple of my Eye by Bell X1

You left it, I sent it
I want it back
You left it, I sent it
I want it back

If I had you here, I'd clip your wings
Snap you up and leave you sprawling on my pin
This plan of mine is oh so very lame
Can't you see the grass is greener where it rains

You left, I died,
I went and you cried
You came, I think
But I never really know
I've served my time
I've watched you climb
The wrong incline
But what do I know

Accept it, Don't let it
Turn the screw
Accept it, And let it
Scream back at you

Now this applies both equally to you and I
The only thing we share
Is the same sky
These empty metaphors
They're all in vain
Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains

In the garden Snake was a charmin'
And Eve said let's give it a try
Now lead us not into temptation
But no matter how hard I try
When in the garden and Snake is a charmin'
And Eve says let's give it a try
Eve is the apple of my eye

And I lie behind you
And a cradle you in the palm of me
And I pat your hair down
I think will we sink or swim?
'Cause we could do either on a whim

This song is from The OC Season 2.

I want to be a mom!!

After seeing so many pregnant women running around KB and Seria, I have this weird desire to be pregnant ASAP. Siau rite..?? Maybe it's what they called the maternity instincts/mood kicking in..??

I am reli looking forward to the day when I have a big tummy of my own. Well, actually I have one now, just that there's nothing useful inside. I want a big tummy with my own child in it. However, am so not excited for the day it decides to pop out. Picturing myself lying on a bed with my legs spread open while the doctor gets to see my nok nok is just..........>.<

Infact, when my sis and I were younger, we always play 'pregnant lady about to pop and doctor'.
I would lay on the bed(with my legs open big big la...) screaming and yelling and my sis would say something like, "I can see the head..!! P-U-S-HHHHHH.....!!!!".

I dun understand why some of the pregnant ladies would want to wear extremely huge and shapeless clothes with nasty colours. Even if you're pregnant, you shud take some time to prep yourself up and make urself look nice.

There's this shop selling 'hip'/'modern' maternity clothes in Hua Ho Manggis. I never dared to enter the shop even though I really wanted to. I dun want the salesgirls to go, " Not even pregnant. What for you come in orh? Can you even afford these clothes?? Dun waste my time".... =.="

I like to have 2 boys and a girl. The two boys must come first so their lil sis will have 2 bros to protect her. I feel it's better to have 2 boys coz you know, just in case if one turns out to be gay then he has another brother to continue on the family name ma. If both are gay, then amtiau la..

Girls have to follow their husband's name anyways so 1 is enuf. I am so gonna spoil her and let her be the princess of the family. LOL....

Ok. Decision reached. My husband must listen to me rearding this la. Motherhood will be coming in 10 yrs time!!

Bitch VS Bitch. It's ON!!!.

WWBHUC gave me a list of employees' names working in the WOP department. My job = type out the names onto individual separate stickers. Did everything and stuck them onto the 100 envelopes.

There are 100 names and 100 envelopes. After checking all the envelopes, she found out I made mistakes on 4 names and in addition, I've stuck 9 extra stickers (9 names were not supposed to be printed). So i peeled the 9 extra stickers from the envelopes. It tore the envelopes but I DUN CARE.

3 of the mistakes are really my fault la..but one of them is just stupid.

Original name is Abdul Rahman XYZ. I wrote Abd Rahman XYZ.


WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE ORH???????She first day living in Brunei ha??


So I had to open the document with the stupid PC which loves to hang and typed in the 'correct' name agn. Fine lor...

I printed the correct names and stick them on top the first sticker (the one with the wrong names). And becoz you know la, the company wants to save costs so all the material also sibeh laubeh.
After sticking the second sticker on top of the first sticker, the first one can still be clearly seen. I noticed that but I pretended I didn't. I knew she is gonna complain but I just love to make things difficult for her. Finished everything and put them on her table.

Sure enuf...ten minutes later,

WWBHUC: Eh Lesley, you stick the second sticker on top of the first one arh??
Me: Ya.
WWBHUC: But can see the first sticker orh..
(What she reli means is she wants me to peel off both the stickers from the 4 envelopes, print the label stickers agn and stick them onto the envelopes)
Me: Ya meh?
WWBHUC: Ya. Why didn't you peel off the first one?
Me: Oh..becoz if I peel off the first one, it'll tear the envelope just like the 9 extra ones.
WWBHUC: (loss at words)

I am just a natural born bitch. Period.