edit edit: did i mention how it's so worth it to suck up to the new assistant manager because i got 3 shifts next week whereas half the team got like 2 maximum. bwahahahah!
edit: Just got my roster. Am working Monday at 6am T___T, Wed 12pm and Thurs 5.30pm.
I want to get pissed drunk and go dancing.
Will do so this Sat.
Coz it's Ty's bday and we are all having dinner at wait for it, wait for it.....WAGAYA! AGAIN!
Yup.
After dinner, we might be going to the Pumphouse at Darling Harbour.
So many people will be attending ok. The AV guys, the kitchen chefs and nearly 80% of the banquets team. I sure do hope he made the reservation like a month ago. Because there is NO way we are going to get a table on a Sat night at 8pm with no reservation.
Just saying.
And it's going to be so much fun to wake up early on Sun morning to play soccer because Westin is having this soccer thingy between departments. I'll make a huge ass card that says 'GO MYLING! GO RYAN! GO BANQUETS!' WTF.
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Oh yeah..I was supposed to post up pictures of my cute tops but no, I have not got the time. Coz we finished work yesterday at 2am and then a group of us went to Maccas. Which is a huge NO-NO but what the hell I already did.
Got home at 3am and couldn't sleep until 6am!! Woke up at 12pm and I was so lazy! Only got out of bed at like 2pm hahah I'm a pig.
Grocery shopping and cooking and now blogging. I will go back to bed in a while because I have work at 5am tomorrow.
Actually, I think I can be a good cook if I want to. I'm just lazy and I used to have no purpose to cook (what cook will say his or her own food taste like shit la) wtf.
On that random note, the guys at work is fixated on calling me res-rey now. BooHOOHOO!!
Damn useless each and everyone of them.
Last night I was supposed to be all dressed up and having fun at the college end of term dinner but instead I was working at a 750pax dinner. But it's ok. At least I have fun at work too. Just not all dressed up and made up wtf.
I got paired up with The Mikey Choi. Again. For the 3rd time! Always me one!!
But sad news yo. Mikey is leaving. I wanna cry!! He got a job offer as a manager at this place called The Dock near Circular Quay I think. BooHOOHOO part 2! No one can help me clear all the main plates anymore :(((((
The giant will no longer be there :'(
And Hiroka is leaving too :(((
She is leaving ICMS and going back to Japan to study either wedding planning or marketing so she can work in companies like Shiseido or Kose. Which makes sense since she is so pretty, she can totally represent the company wtf. I want also!!! (fuck you la Lesley Woon)
These are the people who left since last year: Florence, Julian, Steven and urm..I guess that's it. I'm sure they are a couple more.
The new peeps: George, Olivia, Ho-In, Michelle. Bhavisha, Gavin. The four new peeps starting next week are Kevin Kim, Natalie Sheiban, Ploy something something and another person I do not remember the name.
I know what Natalie looks like because I remember seeing her name on Mary's FB. She apparently BFF-s with Mary. And I can tell you right now that girl is spanking hot! Like sexy hot *sssssss* wtf. Myling and Peter are not too excited about her though. Based ont he fact that she's Mary's friend.
I get what they mean. But I do not want to judge her first until I meet her. So we'll see what happens next week.
Kevin is obviously Korean, and Ply something something is obviously Thai. Hopefully they are bags of fun.
Edit: made another mistake. the thai's name is actually warapond v. and the other guy is samuel so. i= fail.
I shall end this post here and go check my roster for next week (they send it to your email now. wow, talk about being technology advance) wtf.
A girl from a small town with big dreams of making it big in the world of events. And oh yeah, this is where I usually kom-plen about everything.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
Confetti war.
We had a fairly pretty easy day on both Sat and Sun.
Normal dinner on Sat and we had a kosher wedding on Sun. It was sorta weird because the client brought in ALL their cutlery and it just smells bad.
They even brought in their own chefs. It was pretty boring actually. It doesn't have the usual rush.
So yeah, the guests were dancing their hora and some of us were assigned to standby with cold towels and vodka shots. I drank of one the vodka shots at the bar (it was lime flavoured. i didn't get to try the strawberry ones saddd). David had five! And they say I'm alcoholic wtf.
At the end of the wedding, they had these 2 huge confetti spitting machine which just made me go 'OMFG. We are gonna have to vacuum that shit afterwards". And boy, did we vacuum!
It took like 1.5 hours for 4 girls to vacuum 3 ballrooms. Damn wtf one!
All the glitter, confetti paper and rubbish. Gawd >.>
My next shift is on this Thurs. And it sucks because I am not able to attend the end of term dinner!
Today Kim and I went shopping for dresses. I saw this one teal dress from Cue. And it was gorgeous. Sophisticated cut and extremely well-tailored. Best bit? It was only 160 after sale.
But I'm not going!!! Buy for what la! Kim then told me we might have graduation so I can still consider. So yeah...i will consider once I find out if we really have one.
I went shopping again!! Forgot how much fun it was. I bought this cute top with a huge ass ribbon at QVB, a pair of black shoes and a jumper with heart shape from Valleygirl. The jumper is only $25! Super cute wei!
But I still have not found a suitable camera yet. My bro's bday is approaching and I am guessing he wants a camera becoz that's what he told me once wtf.
So yeah. I got the whole damn week to look around for the best deal and will maybe post up pics of my cute tops!
Normal dinner on Sat and we had a kosher wedding on Sun. It was sorta weird because the client brought in ALL their cutlery and it just smells bad.
They even brought in their own chefs. It was pretty boring actually. It doesn't have the usual rush.
So yeah, the guests were dancing their hora and some of us were assigned to standby with cold towels and vodka shots. I drank of one the vodka shots at the bar (it was lime flavoured. i didn't get to try the strawberry ones saddd). David had five! And they say I'm alcoholic wtf.
At the end of the wedding, they had these 2 huge confetti spitting machine which just made me go 'OMFG. We are gonna have to vacuum that shit afterwards". And boy, did we vacuum!
It took like 1.5 hours for 4 girls to vacuum 3 ballrooms. Damn wtf one!
All the glitter, confetti paper and rubbish. Gawd >.>
My next shift is on this Thurs. And it sucks because I am not able to attend the end of term dinner!
Today Kim and I went shopping for dresses. I saw this one teal dress from Cue. And it was gorgeous. Sophisticated cut and extremely well-tailored. Best bit? It was only 160 after sale.
But I'm not going!!! Buy for what la! Kim then told me we might have graduation so I can still consider. So yeah...i will consider once I find out if we really have one.
I went shopping again!! Forgot how much fun it was. I bought this cute top with a huge ass ribbon at QVB, a pair of black shoes and a jumper with heart shape from Valleygirl. The jumper is only $25! Super cute wei!
But I still have not found a suitable camera yet. My bro's bday is approaching and I am guessing he wants a camera becoz that's what he told me once wtf.
So yeah. I got the whole damn week to look around for the best deal and will maybe post up pics of my cute tops!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Term 6 is over!!!!
Edit: I just got good news!! I have received a Distinction for my second event exhibition proposal!! It's group work tho :))
Ok so now maybe I have a slight chance of scoring a credit for my event exhibition!
Holidays!! Celebrate!! *sings Madonna's song* wtf
So cliche.
Anyways, I just finished my final exam yesterday. I damn power ok. Coz I went into the exam hall having not study at all for the last test which is Event Exhibition.
The lecturer gave us a cheat sheet anyways. So I was really really trying to make my handwriting as small as possible so I can squeeze 8 weeks worth of information on a piece of A4 paper. Success! wtf
Cannot blame me wahh..I have Econs and Event on the same day. Of coz imma place priority on Econs la. Event Exhibition is kinda all common sense and bullshit.
But I guess I'm pretty stupid too coz even with the answers in front of me, there were some questions I didn't know how to answer (because I have no common sense wtf)
Tiu laaaa....the whole paper is 120 marks and it was my longest exam this term because it took me 1hr and 30 mins to finish the paper. Mind you, I did not even stop writing. It was write, write, write and write summore.
Business Law took me 50 minutes, Managerial Accounting took me 1 hr and Econs paper was like 1hr plus as well.
I am pretty confident in all the three above except my Event Exhibition. A pass will be good. As well as my Contemporary Issues in Evt Management Journal Article. A pass nia...please please I'm not greedy. I just want a pass for both these subjects :(
So I am working today later at 5pm and tomorrow at 4.30pm banquets! Weekend money ohhh lala.
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On another note, I think I might start to actually cook more now becoz I kinda like it. But that's because I am cooking for my bro too. So I can cook more and not think too much about the leftover food :)
I have been drinking lotsa milk lately. Like lots! Ever since my bout of illness last time, I have been drinking strawberry milk and choc soy milk everyday. Eeeee...i wonder if it will make my boobies become bigger.
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I am seriously in love with Korea and everything that comes from there (ahemm..wtf).
They have the best dancers, best songs, best food (debatable wtf), best looking people (also debatable wtf wtf) but no laaa seriously. All the Korean guys working in banquets damn tall and kinda good looking one.
We have Ryan la...Ho-In la...MJ laa....Like their physique is damn good one. Tall and lean. Dunno what happen to Jeff la but I guess it's because he moved to NZ at such a young age - that's whyyyyyyyyyy wtf but he's still good-looking too) Girls too!!! All of them have relatively small face features and skinny.
Jealoussss....
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You know the other day, I was thinking. I was thinking about the day I first arrived in Sydney and thinking to myself that I'll have 3 long years here. That I have 9 terms to go through until I graduate. Which is so WTF. And now I'm finishing Term 6.
Then before I sat for Blaw, it just dawned on me I have been here for 2 years already. It will be my final year in Australia and I have no idea what's in the future for me.
Am I coming back to work in Sydney? Or try my luck somewhere nearer to home? Or even try to find a job at the one and only Empire Hotel in Brunei?
So damn fan. But still, I ahve 1 more year so I guess I need to make the most out of it and hope for the best.
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Ok I finish my random post here coz I gotta shower and get ready for workkk :))
Ok so now maybe I have a slight chance of scoring a credit for my event exhibition!
Holidays!! Celebrate!! *sings Madonna's song* wtf
So cliche.
Anyways, I just finished my final exam yesterday. I damn power ok. Coz I went into the exam hall having not study at all for the last test which is Event Exhibition.
The lecturer gave us a cheat sheet anyways. So I was really really trying to make my handwriting as small as possible so I can squeeze 8 weeks worth of information on a piece of A4 paper. Success! wtf
Cannot blame me wahh..I have Econs and Event on the same day. Of coz imma place priority on Econs la. Event Exhibition is kinda all common sense and bullshit.
But I guess I'm pretty stupid too coz even with the answers in front of me, there were some questions I didn't know how to answer (because I have no common sense wtf)
Tiu laaaa....the whole paper is 120 marks and it was my longest exam this term because it took me 1hr and 30 mins to finish the paper. Mind you, I did not even stop writing. It was write, write, write and write summore.
Business Law took me 50 minutes, Managerial Accounting took me 1 hr and Econs paper was like 1hr plus as well.
I am pretty confident in all the three above except my Event Exhibition. A pass will be good. As well as my Contemporary Issues in Evt Management Journal Article. A pass nia...please please I'm not greedy. I just want a pass for both these subjects :(
So I am working today later at 5pm and tomorrow at 4.30pm banquets! Weekend money ohhh lala.
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On another note, I think I might start to actually cook more now becoz I kinda like it. But that's because I am cooking for my bro too. So I can cook more and not think too much about the leftover food :)
I have been drinking lotsa milk lately. Like lots! Ever since my bout of illness last time, I have been drinking strawberry milk and choc soy milk everyday. Eeeee...i wonder if it will make my boobies become bigger.
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I am seriously in love with Korea and everything that comes from there (ahemm..wtf).
They have the best dancers, best songs, best food (debatable wtf), best looking people (also debatable wtf wtf) but no laaa seriously. All the Korean guys working in banquets damn tall and kinda good looking one.
We have Ryan la...Ho-In la...MJ laa....Like their physique is damn good one. Tall and lean. Dunno what happen to Jeff la but I guess it's because he moved to NZ at such a young age - that's whyyyyyyyyyy wtf but he's still good-looking too) Girls too!!! All of them have relatively small face features and skinny.
Jealoussss....
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You know the other day, I was thinking. I was thinking about the day I first arrived in Sydney and thinking to myself that I'll have 3 long years here. That I have 9 terms to go through until I graduate. Which is so WTF. And now I'm finishing Term 6.
Then before I sat for Blaw, it just dawned on me I have been here for 2 years already. It will be my final year in Australia and I have no idea what's in the future for me.
Am I coming back to work in Sydney? Or try my luck somewhere nearer to home? Or even try to find a job at the one and only Empire Hotel in Brunei?
So damn fan. But still, I ahve 1 more year so I guess I need to make the most out of it and hope for the best.
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Ok I finish my random post here coz I gotta shower and get ready for workkk :))
Monday, August 16, 2010
Lost it.
I feel like I have lost my blogging mojo. Like there is nothing much to update on. Coz love life aint happening, work is same ol same ol, 2nd semester in college is over and I have yet to sit for my finals (which is tomorrow btw - BLAW!)
I sorta have the questions in the finals already. Coz the lecturer hardly changes the questions and the previous students who sat for the BLAW final just spread the questions around. And Beka called me yesterday to tell me all that ques. Good le.....
So anyways, work aint too busy so the banquets team had a bowling outing in Darling Harbour. We were forced by Tania actually. Westin is having a fundraising thingy for this charity foundation and every department has to come up with something to raise money. So we had bowling. Each of us has to pay $20 for a game of bowling and the rest goes to the charity.
Reza.

1/3 of the team. We have Shirin from Mosaic who is doing training in banquets and we have Jorge and his love, Danny. The rest are self-explanatory wtf.
Ryan and his 'I'm sexay but fail' face wtf.
Bonnie and her son, Matrix.
Connie and David and we have Tiwa at the very right of the pic. She is the new banquets assistant manager.
Mikey Choi! T-H-E Mikey Choi wtf.
Grace and her bf, Mark.
Antonius, Yash, Egan and the cute little face behind is Gavin.
Egan and I. Wasn;t wearing makeup and the discoloration around my eye is terrible.
Our team! Reza, George, Gavin, Yash, Egan and I. George is this new local Aussie guy who joined banquets sometime ago. Mary and I call him Riley because he resembles the vampire Riley in Eclipse.
Reza and I.
Myling and Christy!

Tania and her baby bump, Connie and Grace.
Hiroka and Ty.

So yeah. That's life so far.
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We are supposed to have our end of term dinner and I have RSVP-ed but the thing is I don't remember the date and I have a feeling that I am rostered on to work on that very same day. WTF.
Which means I will have to miss my end of term dinner which is fine by me because I'll have another one in Term 9 which is 1 year away woooots wtf not.
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I have also changed my hair colour. And I can say that I LOVE IT!!!! The hair dresser is a Malaysian guy from Penang studying hairdressing here. The colour he mixed for me is a combination of dark mahagony red and light red.
The colour came out perfect! The best thing is it cost me $70 only :))) WIN!
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Ok Imma go to bed now and wake up early to re-revise my BLAW slides again and be prepared for the finals! GO GO GO GO!!!
I sorta have the questions in the finals already. Coz the lecturer hardly changes the questions and the previous students who sat for the BLAW final just spread the questions around. And Beka called me yesterday to tell me all that ques. Good le.....
So anyways, work aint too busy so the banquets team had a bowling outing in Darling Harbour. We were forced by Tania actually. Westin is having a fundraising thingy for this charity foundation and every department has to come up with something to raise money. So we had bowling. Each of us has to pay $20 for a game of bowling and the rest goes to the charity.
Reza.
1/3 of the team. We have Shirin from Mosaic who is doing training in banquets and we have Jorge and his love, Danny. The rest are self-explanatory wtf.
So yeah. That's life so far.
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We are supposed to have our end of term dinner and I have RSVP-ed but the thing is I don't remember the date and I have a feeling that I am rostered on to work on that very same day. WTF.
Which means I will have to miss my end of term dinner which is fine by me because I'll have another one in Term 9 which is 1 year away woooots wtf not.
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I have also changed my hair colour. And I can say that I LOVE IT!!!! The hair dresser is a Malaysian guy from Penang studying hairdressing here. The colour he mixed for me is a combination of dark mahagony red and light red.
The colour came out perfect! The best thing is it cost me $70 only :))) WIN!
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Ok Imma go to bed now and wake up early to re-revise my BLAW slides again and be prepared for the finals! GO GO GO GO!!!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
2 days in bed.
Yes. I spent exactly 2 days in bed. It was the worst I have ever felt.
So let's start from the beginning. On Monday, I walked in the rain and strong wind after school to Luna Park just to find that the rest of the girls were no longer there. Fine. And then, later at night, I walked in the rain and strong wind again to the farewell and to get dessert.
Tues - I was still fine.
Wed - I developed this massive fever during Econs lecture and it got worse. My whole body was burning. Quickly got some tablets and went to sleep.
Thurs - Woke up, fever was pretty much gone but I got a slight sore throat. Took some painkillers. Went to work.
However. At midnight, I woke up with the most unbearable pain ever in my face. My throat was throbbing, my ears were throbbing and my chest hurts so much.
Fri - Pushed myself to wake up at 7am to see the doctor. I have completely lost my voice. Had to carry around a lil notepad and pen so I can 'communicate' with others. Damn! My head was spinning and I was freaking delusional.
When I got home, I suddenly felt like vomitting. I quickly emptied my medicines from the paper bag and wooosh! Out comes all the 'goodies'...however as I have not eaten anything the night before, all there was is white foam.
Took some medicine and passed out on my bed for 24 hours. Only waking up to take more med.
Sat - The same thing. However I felt better and was able to wake up and do my assignment.
Today - I am feeling much much better now but feel lethargic coz I've been laying in bed for like 3 days.
So yeah. I never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever want to be sick again!
Fuck that palm reader. If I ever see him again, I'll kick his balls.
So let's start from the beginning. On Monday, I walked in the rain and strong wind after school to Luna Park just to find that the rest of the girls were no longer there. Fine. And then, later at night, I walked in the rain and strong wind again to the farewell and to get dessert.
Tues - I was still fine.
Wed - I developed this massive fever during Econs lecture and it got worse. My whole body was burning. Quickly got some tablets and went to sleep.
Thurs - Woke up, fever was pretty much gone but I got a slight sore throat. Took some painkillers. Went to work.
However. At midnight, I woke up with the most unbearable pain ever in my face. My throat was throbbing, my ears were throbbing and my chest hurts so much.
Fri - Pushed myself to wake up at 7am to see the doctor. I have completely lost my voice. Had to carry around a lil notepad and pen so I can 'communicate' with others. Damn! My head was spinning and I was freaking delusional.
When I got home, I suddenly felt like vomitting. I quickly emptied my medicines from the paper bag and wooosh! Out comes all the 'goodies'...however as I have not eaten anything the night before, all there was is white foam.
Took some medicine and passed out on my bed for 24 hours. Only waking up to take more med.
Sat - The same thing. However I felt better and was able to wake up and do my assignment.
Today - I am feeling much much better now but feel lethargic coz I've been laying in bed for like 3 days.
So yeah. I never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever want to be sick again!
Fuck that palm reader. If I ever see him again, I'll kick his balls.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Mui Kim's bday
I have finally retrieved my camera's charger. FINALLY!
So here are better quality pictures. Am thinking of changing to a new camera. Sony's ones are good.
My fav dish in Wagaya. Lightly grilled salmon.

Simone with bday girl, Mui Kim.
Julie and I.
Us.
Us.
A big group of us wtf.
I bought this tea dress especially for the dinner ok. Cheap one la...it's only $35 from Ally.





We went clubbing in Brooklyn Hotel after the casino. Hafta say Bamboo is much better tho.


I finally have internet at home too!!!! FINALLY! FML.
So here are better quality pictures. Am thinking of changing to a new camera. Sony's ones are good.
My fav dish in Wagaya. Lightly grilled salmon.
Simone with bday girl, Mui Kim.
I finally have internet at home too!!!! FINALLY! FML.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Girls should not drink on a Monday.
But I did nevertheless.
As I was saying, I was supposed to rush to Booty Camp after the group assignment meeting. However I forgot that I promised Kim that I'll do the end of term video filimg with her in Luna Park.
So I had to rush there as well. But! The meeting went wayyyyy longer than I had expected. I missed the filming and Booty Camp! It was raining anyway (excuse! Lesley Woon. U're just lazy!)
Got home, showered and waited for Myling's cue to get to Shark Hotel for Chef Felix's farewell.
I was actually just thinking about accompanying Myling until she got drunk and then I'll leave her wtf.
Anyway, Chef Kruno and Peter left early and it was just Felix, Armin, Jeff (yes, he was there too) and Felix's friends namely Paul (HongKie), Tim (English), Andre (Spanish) and Evans (Malaysian Chinese!) and Myling and I.
Jeff left at around 10.30pm. And then while I was playign pool, Felix suddenyl came up to me.
Felix: Hey Lesley, so what's the story with Jeff?
Lesley: U know this too?
Felix: Yeah! I can see it.
Lesley: Is it that obvious?
Felix: Not really..but I have been in the dating game for 15 years. I know.
Lesley: Oh...well, I still like him but I have sorta given up.
Felix: Don't give up on him. He's just very shy and doesn't know what he wants. He has never dated anyone. I mean he tried to ask a couple of girls out before but did not work.
Lesley: Yeah...but I've made it pretty obvious and have done so much and I got no response.
Felix: I told him that I can see that you like him and trust me, he really appreciates what you have done. He's just very very shy. You need to be very patient with him. It will take him a long time.
Myling: Yeah Lesley, the thing with shy people is that you have to POUR everything out. It takes them like forever.
Lesley: I don't know if I can be that patient anymore. Especially when I am getting nothing at all in return.
Felix: Don't give up on him. You guys are good together. He likes you, he just does not know what to do.
I really don't know!!!! I'm so torn right now. I still like him but I don't know how much longer I can wait.
I feel like I'm frustrating myself with a redundant problem. I mean it's not like there is proof that he likes me, it's just me listening to these people giving advices and thinking way too much!
Gawddddd.
I wish I can talk to someone now. Actually no. I wish I can talk to Jeff now because that's the only way to get solve this shit once and for all.
Anyway, like yeah. After Shark Hotel, we went to Scruffy Murphys. Like always I never intended to drink but I always end up downing at least a shot. I did like 6 last night and surprisingly I am very sober.
Myling bought me 3 shots, Felix boguht me 1 and Evans bought me 2. And Myling was like tellign me that she wants to make out with Felix because Felix wants it too. However, they have a agreement that nothing is going past 1st base. But he has a gf.
Evans was telling me that we should stop them before they do anything but after talking, Evans went out to look for them. Too late. They already did. Opps.
Things was very friendly and chitty chatty and then I got a bit tipsy. Then we all started dancing and Evans was kinda grabbing me in a way I'm not quite sure I'm ok with and kissing my cheeks (I know it's nothing but really, I'm not ok with it). Evans is a pretty good looking guy. Big and sturdy and super outgoing. I mean I would hook up with him IF I didn't still like Jeff. GAWD.
Did I mention Evans is only 19?!
I told him I am 22 and he was like 'do I look like I care?'. I care. Coz he is not Jeff. See...this is why I like Jeff so much. Sucha gentleman who never crosses the line.
Myling saw that and told me she'll take care of me. Lucky me wtf.
We went home at around 2am coz I could not take it anymore and because Myling has to catch her bus too.
All in all, I think I had a good night :)
As I was saying, I was supposed to rush to Booty Camp after the group assignment meeting. However I forgot that I promised Kim that I'll do the end of term video filimg with her in Luna Park.
So I had to rush there as well. But! The meeting went wayyyyy longer than I had expected. I missed the filming and Booty Camp! It was raining anyway (excuse! Lesley Woon. U're just lazy!)
Got home, showered and waited for Myling's cue to get to Shark Hotel for Chef Felix's farewell.
I was actually just thinking about accompanying Myling until she got drunk and then I'll leave her wtf.
Anyway, Chef Kruno and Peter left early and it was just Felix, Armin, Jeff (yes, he was there too) and Felix's friends namely Paul (HongKie), Tim (English), Andre (Spanish) and Evans (Malaysian Chinese!) and Myling and I.
Jeff left at around 10.30pm. And then while I was playign pool, Felix suddenyl came up to me.
Felix: Hey Lesley, so what's the story with Jeff?
Lesley: U know this too?
Felix: Yeah! I can see it.
Lesley: Is it that obvious?
Felix: Not really..but I have been in the dating game for 15 years. I know.
Lesley: Oh...well, I still like him but I have sorta given up.
Felix: Don't give up on him. He's just very shy and doesn't know what he wants. He has never dated anyone. I mean he tried to ask a couple of girls out before but did not work.
Lesley: Yeah...but I've made it pretty obvious and have done so much and I got no response.
Felix: I told him that I can see that you like him and trust me, he really appreciates what you have done. He's just very very shy. You need to be very patient with him. It will take him a long time.
Myling: Yeah Lesley, the thing with shy people is that you have to POUR everything out. It takes them like forever.
Lesley: I don't know if I can be that patient anymore. Especially when I am getting nothing at all in return.
Felix: Don't give up on him. You guys are good together. He likes you, he just does not know what to do.
I really don't know!!!! I'm so torn right now. I still like him but I don't know how much longer I can wait.
I feel like I'm frustrating myself with a redundant problem. I mean it's not like there is proof that he likes me, it's just me listening to these people giving advices and thinking way too much!
Gawddddd.
I wish I can talk to someone now. Actually no. I wish I can talk to Jeff now because that's the only way to get solve this shit once and for all.
Anyway, like yeah. After Shark Hotel, we went to Scruffy Murphys. Like always I never intended to drink but I always end up downing at least a shot. I did like 6 last night and surprisingly I am very sober.
Myling bought me 3 shots, Felix boguht me 1 and Evans bought me 2. And Myling was like tellign me that she wants to make out with Felix because Felix wants it too. However, they have a agreement that nothing is going past 1st base. But he has a gf.
Evans was telling me that we should stop them before they do anything but after talking, Evans went out to look for them. Too late. They already did. Opps.
Things was very friendly and chitty chatty and then I got a bit tipsy. Then we all started dancing and Evans was kinda grabbing me in a way I'm not quite sure I'm ok with and kissing my cheeks (I know it's nothing but really, I'm not ok with it). Evans is a pretty good looking guy. Big and sturdy and super outgoing. I mean I would hook up with him IF I didn't still like Jeff. GAWD.
Did I mention Evans is only 19?!
I told him I am 22 and he was like 'do I look like I care?'. I care. Coz he is not Jeff. See...this is why I like Jeff so much. Sucha gentleman who never crosses the line.
Myling saw that and told me she'll take care of me. Lucky me wtf.
We went home at around 2am coz I could not take it anymore and because Myling has to catch her bus too.
All in all, I think I had a good night :)
Monday, August 2, 2010
Shit reader.
He told me I will be lucky. Lucky my bumhole la.
I lost a freaking 400 dollars at the casino last Friday lor....Tiu.
Aiya..damn angry ah!
No forever new dresses for me.
******
My motivation to exercise is getting very weakkkk.... :(
******
So, for the past 3 days I have been busy doing everything.
Fri: Go to school, come home, get ready for Kim's bday dinner, went to casiono and lost all my money (hmph) and went clubbing with the girls until 4am.
Sat: Woke up at 11am, went to library and went straight to work at 2pm. Finish 2am.
Sun: Woke up 8am, work in Mosaic for 5 hours and off for a 3hrs meeting at the library again. Fuck.
Got home, cook, clean and did some homework.
I was sleeping soundly then that freaking Beka had to call me at 1am and after that I could not sleep anymore. WHAAAAAATTTT!!!!!!!!
So pissed can!
So I'm very tired today. But I have 8 hours of class plus booty camp plus Chef Felix's farewell thingy.
When there is nothing, there is nothing. When there is everything, they ALL COME AT THE SAME TIME!
I lost a freaking 400 dollars at the casino last Friday lor....Tiu.
Aiya..damn angry ah!
No forever new dresses for me.
******
My motivation to exercise is getting very weakkkk.... :(
******
So, for the past 3 days I have been busy doing everything.
Fri: Go to school, come home, get ready for Kim's bday dinner, went to casiono and lost all my money (hmph) and went clubbing with the girls until 4am.
Sat: Woke up at 11am, went to library and went straight to work at 2pm. Finish 2am.
Sun: Woke up 8am, work in Mosaic for 5 hours and off for a 3hrs meeting at the library again. Fuck.
Got home, cook, clean and did some homework.
I was sleeping soundly then that freaking Beka had to call me at 1am and after that I could not sleep anymore. WHAAAAAATTTT!!!!!!!!
So pissed can!
So I'm very tired today. But I have 8 hours of class plus booty camp plus Chef Felix's farewell thingy.
When there is nothing, there is nothing. When there is everything, they ALL COME AT THE SAME TIME!
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