Dirty old man.

So I met an old man on one of my ferry rides home. He approached me and started talking about his day and etc.

Me being nice and shit listened and talked a bit too. Since then, he has always been looking for me in the ferry and asked me to join him for ice cream at Maccas. I said yeah yeah *smiles* the usual reaction when you say things to entertain questions you hate.

He told me he has lotsa money and relatives in
I have been trying to avoid him as much as possible.

Then today! I took the earliest ferry to Manly and guess what! I see him again. When we reached Manly, he suggested taking a cab to my college coz he works nearby too.

Ok. When we are at the college, he pulled me to a dark corner and gave me a hug. I'm like wtf already. He told me he live alone and that we can be good friends.
And then he SAID 'YOU CAN ACCOMPANY ME AND I GIVE YOU MONEY'.

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I WAS SO ANGRY!

I'm like 'I don't want or need your money ok! I'm not that kind of girl!!' and quickly walked off.

Why is this happening?? I get attention that I do not want and I don't get the attention that I want.

This is sexual harassment here ok. Do I look like I need his money?? I'm not some Mainland whore or gold digger would 'date' a wrinkly old man in exchange for money and designer bags!

Seriously this is more disturbing than the chef. I just am shocked as to why do I always get subjected to these situations.

Some ppl might think 'aiya, blog about this want people to think u're pretty and got guys like issit??'.

Do you think I enjoy this? I hate how I always these perverts near me and it just scares me.

I am thinking of not even talking to any stranger from now on. I dun care if you're a friendly young or old man, friendly young or old woman. You will get the death stare from me regardless.

I will shut people I do not know out of my life.

I'm just shocked and I need someone to comfort me but there is no one I can cry to. I really feel like crying right now.

Don't tell me to tell my mum coz are you crazy? I don't want her to chide me for being stupid and naive. And then there's my dad.

I need to find a day where I can lie in bed all day and drown myself in self-pity without troubling anyone.

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I told you so!!

Remember wayyyyyyy back in 08 when I worked for the Rainforest Music Festival? I said my cousin managed to take a pic of Kenny right!

I finally found the picture to prove it!!!!!

But first, a pic of my hair wtf.


TA-DAH! I just want to prove I'm not bruffing.
I look crippled here.
Damn stress man..walking in the forest wtf.

I am so tired today! Woke up at 5.20am for work, finished at 11.30am, reached home at 12pm, left home again at 12.30pm to go to college for our event project. It's 8.30pm now and I am soooooooooooo hungry!

I gotta wake up at 4.30am tomorrow in order to reach college at 6.45am and off we, Evented go to the Pymble Golf Course for our Jesuit Mission Golf day 2010. Not coming back home until 11pm.

T________T

He's back..... :((

Remember the chef whom I had a totally unpleasant encounter with??

He's back yo..... When I did not see him at all for all my previous shifts, I was thinking like "He must have transferred or resigned. Damn lucky weiiii...."

Then yesterday, after grabbing my uniform from B1, I waited for the lift to Level 2. The lift came and guess who I see, standing in the lift?

THAT CHEF!!!

Holy moly fucking son of a dumb bitch!!!

FML.

I tried to avoid his gaze and just gave a half-ass smile. Luckily he didn't try to touch me or some shit. *scared*

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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I also saw a couple of the new peeps but did not talk to them coz they weren't working with me. We had a dinner function last night for this 'Canada Life' group of people. It's only for 300 pax and they use the whole ballroom ok. So spacious and ahh, life is easy.

It didn't feel too bad about Carlos's absence. But everyone esp the girls I guess miss him. Mary says she doesn't look forward to work anymore coz he's gone.

And she gave me plenty of gossip regarding Carlos hahah. Trust that girl to have all that info.

And Micheal, the gay dude from IRD who I always work with? He told me he has a gf while Mary told me something else instead.

While David (remember the abs guys from Bronte Beach BBQ wtf?) thinks it's 'so cuteeee' that I would cry 2 days over him. Gawd. Guys.

Anyways, I think it's 'so cuteeeee' that he likes Jasmine. He like literally say it out loud that he likes her. And Jasmine is now avoiding him coz she thinks she can do better. Poor thing.

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Reza is like so obsessed with Korea now. He even turned me into a Korean wtf. He calls me Ji-Won. Cause my FB name is 'Lesley J Woon'.

He would called me Ji-won at work with the absolutely lame Korean accent.

Bless that guy's heart.

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We finished at 3.15am last night and I woke up again at 7.30am today to work for 3 hours. Aihhhh. Such is life.

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Ok, am going out to the city now to meet up with Simone and Kim. It's Simone's 20th birthday!!

Say happy bday to her guys!

Ciao!

Who are you??

My Thurs 8am Marketing tutorials has always been held in classroom 6. Yesterday, I arrived early and saw that the classroom was already open.

Picked a seat at the back of class, plugged in my Ipod and put my head down for a rest.

After a few songs, I heard people come in and thought to myself "Hey, these people are not in Marketing.." but went back to sleep coz I figured it might be their fault.

5 minutes later, more people came in. I lifted up my head just to have a guy ask 'Who are you???' -_-''

I was like "Isn't this Marketing?"

He retorted "Urm no, we changed class. Only for today".

I was like "Oh ok" and ran the hell out of there.

Aiyahhhhhhhhhh.

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Today I did something I am very proud of WTF. I bought a $3 pen from the Bandaged Bear Day people. Some charity group for children in the Westmead hopsital.

The pen is damn cute ok. It is white and has 5 different colour of rings around it. Besides I feel sorry for the lady selling the box of goodies at 6 in the morning.

Usually I wouldn't give a shit about these things coz they are either overpriced or just plain fugly. Like the Daffodil Day or something sold in Coles a while back. They charged a bloody $2 for the extremely tiny brooch and like $10 for a pen. All the merchandise sold was in a fugly shade of canary yellow. Lesley no open wallet for that shit.

However, BBD is different. All the goodies are reasonably priced like a small stress ball for $2, a notepad for $2, pen and some other thingy for $3. And they are attractive. It makes people want to buy them. (Good point to remember if I'm doing my next Marketing/Sponsorship assignment)

I even show-off to my event team about my pen and all the girls went 'OMG..so cute!! I'll go down to Manly Wharf to buy them!'. Free PR yo...

However, I did not have much cash with me so I only bought a pen :(

I'll definitely bump into them again on the ferry ride home. I want to get the notepad!!

For a good cause mahhh...............

>.>

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It's time to go to work people.....Wonder what time I'll finish tonight because I am working in Frasers at 8am tomorrow.

I wonder how it feels later to not see him there :(

Online shopping :)

I am thinking of buying a few more dresses from Freez and IWantABargain. The dresses there are so cheap. The ones on sale go for like $10 :))

Am thinking of this. It's simple, it's black and I can just wear this with leggings in winter. Talk about lazy.

And this lace dress is $10 too. Quite pretty right.
I bought this for $10. Coz it's black too.

I kinda regret the peach lace dress coz it was expensive like $50+. I should have look even further before making the purchase. Oh well. At least it's pretty.

And Country Road is having a mid-season sale!! But 'sale on selected styles'. Meh. I want sales on denim!!!

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I am working in Westin this Friday night. Tania told us last week that she would be bringing in lotsa new staffs to train them to be up to par. So that by the time we get busy, they'll be useful.

Maybe I'll meet some of them this week :)

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I just consume the biggest dinner of all time. 3 whole pieces of chicken wings and a pack of noodle. *sigh*

I love chicken wings!!! They are so good to nibble on. The smaller the better coz you can have many of them without being full with the meat.

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I want to trim my hair! It's so blahhh now.

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I feel so bored now. I have not found any interesting videos on YouTube, no more blogs to read. To be honest, I have like tonnes of homework to do such as:

1) Prepare floorplan for Alumni Dinner.
2) 35 page proposal for ad campaign due this Friday (about 10 pages are done maybe). This is a group work of 4 but I have given up hope on the other 2 members coz one is Korean and can't help much and the other is a local girl who can't be arsed. So it's just me and this other girl who are working on this.
3) 7 mins oral presentation this Wednesday.
4) SWOT Analysis for my Marketing final task.
5) Update run sheet and budget sheet for Alumni Dinner.

Sigh...I just need to rush on Number 2 and 3 for Wednesday. The rest are pretty chill at the moment.

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Why is there no GAP in Australia?????

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So lazy to work this weekend!

Coloured tidbits.

Been popping M & Ms since yesterday.

Right now, the landlord is annoying me with his toy helicopter flying around wtf.

Need to go grocery shopping in a bit.

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Yesterday I woke up at 5.15am and reached Frasers at 5.40am. Get to work and blah blah blah. When I went down to change, only did I realised I forgot my locker key.

Which opens to my pair of black shoes. Oh shit.

Luckily Shaaban wasn't working that day, otherwise he would send me home to get that key. And I worked in my slippers. Which is the best day in Frasers wtf.

It was alright...that day wasn't particularly busy and the guests all came at a even rate.

I am working there again next Sat and Sun.

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Phoenix was playing on my Itunes when I told my landlord 'it's my supervisor's fav song'.

He was like 'OK, no comment'.

LOL.

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I am so bored. I want to go shopping but am broke. Am waiting for Myers or CR to have a sale again so I can buy a pair of denim from CR. It's 99 without sale. Myers had a sale one time but I decided to not buy it and now I am regretting it again.

Haih.

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Am coughing non stop. I hate being sick.

Trippin' to college.

Today I made the stupidest mistake ever. I took 2 cough tablets in one go on a empty stomach (when I was only supposed to take one). Resulting in me roaming around the college super 'high'. I failed to read the instructions on the leaflet that comes with the tablets.

"Side effects: May result in dizziness"

-_-''

Damn! My uncle's medicine damn potent ah.

I was still fine when I boarded the ferry. However, when the ferry arrived in Manly, that's when it hit me.

I could not even walk in a straight line! Everything seems to be spinning and moving. Dizzy spell + high heels = OH NO!

Miraculously, I survived. It was not fun ok. I bet everyone was looking at me and thinking like "WTF is this girl doing?".

Fridays in college are always a breeze. One class and 10am, it's time to go home. I love Fridays, Mondays and Tuesdays!!

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I finished my HR assignment with 1600 words.

FAIL.

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This was some time ago but I worked in IRD and I was sending this room order of a bottle of Moet. The guy who opened the door was big and muscular with both his nipples pierced (trust me to notice that). Woah..

Then hor....I caught the reflection of a naked woman lying sexily on the bed from the glass window. No wonder he wouldn't let me bring the bucket of Moet in the room la..

The man's getting some Y'ALLLLLL.

Wonder how they did it....

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Remember I told you guys about new banquets peeps? I said there was a Indian guy named Ravi. Well, it was actually a Mexican named Jorge.

"HORRRRRRR-HEY" . AHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!

That's how Adam says his name. Jorge is from ICMS too.

Last Sat, we had pinnacles brought in too. During one intermission, I was at back of house when a pinnacle told me that of all the hotels he worked at, he thinks that Westin banquets ppl are the most hardworking coz we are not allowed to stop moving. Damn proud yo!! Ok no lah.

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Speaking of Westin, of coz it reminds me of Carlos. I'm fine now actually. Once I emo, I can be really extreme for a couple of days then afterwards, I'm alright.

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I bought a dress online. Here it is. Now that it arrived, I think it looks kinda like a bridesmaid dress WTF.


And another thing. I found that this dress is the kind of dress where you need another person to help you zip up -_-''

>.>

"ROBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!! Can you please help me zip this dress?"

"FUCK OFF!"

" *criesssssss*"

I can SO totally picture my landlord doing that to me. *sad*

Oh well. There is still my Brazilian roomie if she is still here.

I feel so much like a loser can....every night she pan leng leng and go on dates with cute Australian guys. She tells me he has smooth skin and big blue eyes. I was like "Wow..really? Must be cute..." while feeling like shit inside wtf.

In addition, ask me which outfit looks better and I helped her choose outfits to go on dates. *fail*

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I want to tell you about my fav pair of pants. Whether I lost weight or not, the pants will tell me.

I wore the same pants back in Brunei and it was busting at the seams ok. My roll of fat was spilling from the top and now it's all so freaking loose my butt crack shows most of the time wtf (obviously i only wear this at home).

Yeah...I am back to pre-Brunei weight. And now to make it so loose I won't be able to wear it properly. Add oil!

It will get better from here on.

Hey peeps. As you know, Carlos left. And I was devastated. It hit me harder than I expected.

I thought I would be sad and all but like to cry 2 whole days for him? Never crossed my mind. Heck, I did not even cry 2 secs for Loong. F.

Last Sat night was his last shift. I finished earlier at 3.30am. I went down to B2 to say goodbye to him before I signed off. He came over to give me a hug and kiss. He held both my hands telling me to take care and hope that we see each other again. And blah blah blah all those farewell lines expected. I wanted to tell him so many things there and then but do not know where to start and besides Mary, Salv were all there.

I woke up on Sunday morning feeling exactly the same way I did when I just arrived in Sydney. A sense of emptiness at the pit of my guts and a huge weight on my heart.

Because I woke up knowing that he will not be in Westin anymore. He is not going to be there when I start my shift next time. There will be no one to take care of me anymore. No one to send me home if I'm sick. No one to tell me lame jokes. No one I can look forward to seeing anymore.

I cried the whole Sun and Mon. In addition, listening to Sarah MacLachlan's "Fallen" is not helping because I feel like she is singing about my exact situation. As of today, I am feeling better because I received an email from him last night, giving me his last advice.

The past 2 days I wished every minute to go back 10 months ago so that I'll appreciate him a lot more and maybe change things around. However, there is this voice inside telling me it's futile, that I should look forward to the future (i.e my studies and career) and treasure the past as memories. Memories that will help me grow as a person.

Hence, I stop. Thanks to this voice inside I hardly dwell on the past wishing to go back because it always tells me to look forward, not backwards. Good memories are there for a reason. That is to make you appreciate what you have right now.

Te quiero mucho.

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Besides, I cannot emo for too long a period. I got plenty of stuff to attend to. I just want this week to be over and done with. Westin is pretty quiet for the next month or so due to Easter so I'm working in Frasers now. This Sat, I start at 6am.

I got some pictures.

Here is one of the Sydney CBD at 7am. Took this at Circular Quay while waiting for the ferry to college.

Here is one of George St bus stop at 5.30am after work. Never in my Westin life have I worked until 5.30am in the morning. Gawd.
The bright Apple store. I love going in there and just play with all the Apple stuffs.
My fav things atm.

1) My Touch.
2) My box of colourful markers. Look how happy they are!!
3) My new brown bucket bag. Hello...how pretty is that!
4) My red planner. Which my sis bought for me (while I pointed a gun to her head). This is my life here. All my important events and homework are in there.
5) Dr. Jart Silver label BB cream. Can't live without this shit.

So yeah. That's about it. Things will get better from here on :)

Edit: Btw, I bought a dress online to wear for my ICMS Alumni Reunion Dinner function. It's peach coloured lace-y kinda dress. I lost the pic. Will take a pic once it arrive.

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Today, I woke up with a empty heart and the tears keep falling.

Why I hate Weds.

1) 11 hours of classes in a row. Nuff ' said.

2) Bringing 4 meals in my bag. And becoz I have to eat every 3 hours, I feel like I'm eating a lot and feel fat. Wednesday = Fatday

3) Plenty of homework that goes home with me which are ignored. The minute I come home is to shower and sleep as I have to wake up at 5.30am the next day.

4) Having to walk down the steep hill to Manly Wharf. All the while praying to a higher form of being that a bat doesn't fly into my face.

There are plenty of bats flying around Sydney right now :((((

Although they are not blood suckers but have you seen a bat's face??????? Helllllllllll. It's scarier than Jocelyn Wildenstein. *nightmare*

Dayumm.

5) I have to see the same people like 4 out of the 5 classes.

6) I have to sit in the same classroom for 6 hours.

6 more weeks of Weds!!!

Over-whelmed.

Ok my blog is getting too wordy. So you need to see my fat face. Obviously these pics were taken years ago since my hair is still long. Sorry, I just don't camwhore that often these days. Too busy doing homework.

Yunn and I. This is taken in the Empire Hotel toilet wtf. WHAT BETTER PLACE TO CAMWHORE THAN IN THE GOLDEN THEMED TOILET IN EMPIRE HUH? Year 2008 yo.
Ehhh..why I look like Pinoy here ah.

Stupid times with sis and cousin.

This was when Yunn's bf visited Brunei. And a month before I left for Sydney in 08.

More stoned faces.


There we go. It's 12.45am now and I should be sleeeping but no....coz I fell asleep this afternoon at 4pm and now am wide awake FML.

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Blogging random crap right now to release all these stress built up inside of me. Don't want to sound ungrateful or immature by complaining about the amount of homework I have to do so I'll just shut up and continue working.

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Btw, I saw this very cute brown bucket bag for sale on facebook. And tomorrow I'm meeting with the seller at TAFE to get the bag. She had brown, black, blue and red. I wanted the red since my bags are all brown and black. But it's kinda hard to match my clothes with red so brown it is!!!

Guess how much! $25!! So cheap.....

Will take pictures once I get it tomorrow. If nothing goes wrong.

Ok..good night.

Who likes 3D anyway??

But there is nothing I can do because Event Cinema only shows Alice in Wonderland in 3D. Shit.

Waste my money on the stupid glasses. 1 dorra!!

Am watching the movie later at 2pm followed by Dear John. Oooo..

Then it's back home doing a gazillion research on the internet.

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I went for a hair dye again. This time I went for VERY dark auburn. It's very reddish under the sun but it looks like my previous hair colour in rooms. FML. Waste summore of my money.

Also went out with Wei Xin after a billion years of not seeing each other. Sumone's market price is flying high arh..demands coming in like crazy.

Unlike me.....do promotion/ free gifts/ coupons also no use.

And thank God for him because I would have sprained my ankle if he did not catch me in time. Coz yours truly is a noob in wearing high heels. I had a mini cramp and my whole right leg went all jelly-ish. Most embarrassing moment of the day.

Now that I know how it feels to have short hair, my next goal is to try medium hair length!! Sumwhere between my neck and boobs.

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All Human Resources students need to take a Myers Briggs test which determines our personality types. I am ISFJ - Introvert, Sensing, Feeling and Judging. Which seems like all the negative qualities.

And write a 3000 words report on how our personality type affects HR planning in a organisation.

-_-

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I am very frustrated with one of the events that we are handling. It's a reunion dinner for 120 pax. However, the guy who came up with the event sent out 5000 emails and so far we have already 60 pax confirmed. He told us the problem and then sent us an email telling us 'to take the event as our own'.

Seriously???? Seriously???

You fucking sent out the invitations and now you want us to 'pau' everything and sort it out?

Greatttttttttt.

And he kept on changing the menu like wtf. It's free dinner for the guests and I didn't think they would complain about the food ok. We get decent food from the school and dun forget, we only have that much money for the budget. These people are only going to care about the free booze.

Another thing is that, he says now that it's possible many people might show up, we can change the sit down dinner to a cocktail party. And I ahve to email the functions manager regarding the price. However, the functions manager is not being too helpful as she says it's the chef's job to quote me the price not her.

Correct me if I'm wrong. I thought the chef is only responsible for the food and drink. The price should be done by the functions manager.

GAWD. KILL ME NOW.

Ba..continue later. Gotta run to the movies now.

Edit.

Ok, I'm back from the movies.

Alice in Wonderland was soooooo good (although the 3D effects gave me a headache). Dear John on the other hand was blah. I had such a high expectation of that movie!

The only part which succeeded in making me tear was when John read his letter to his dying father in the hospital.

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Btw, I did the Myers Briggs test again. And this time, I'm a ISTJ. Just a slight differrence. Here are some things about me. I have put results for both ISFJ and ISTJ. Since I'm a combination of both. But after reading all these info, I do have say ISTJ and ISFJ profiles do have some contradicting points.

On romance.
Leilah is a Guardian Protector (ISFJ). Guys often didn't even notice her in high school because she was so shy. In college, she had one long-lasting romance. However, her boyfriend turned out to be abusive. Since he would always apologize and she is very trusting and loyal, she stuck by him. The abuse escalated, so she finally left. Now she is dating a man who treats her like a queen. She'd like to marry him, but she's afraid he might change afterward.

Jillian is a Guardian Inspector (ISTJ). She was a good student in high school, usually quiet but fairly blunt. Guys didn't know how to start a conversation with her. She dated occasionally, mostly as part of her social group. She really wanted to get married and have children, but didn't know how to find a good man. In college, her roommate set her up on a blind date with the roommate's boyfriend's cousin. They went on a double date together. A year and a half later, Jillian married him.

I say it's true to a very large extent. Altho I feel like a woman should have a career first esp in this time where nothing is guaranteed except death.

Oh shit. The page only has details on romance. But if you guys are interested in your personality type, google Carl Jung personality test and you shall find one that is free of charge. Get your personality type and go to www.personalitypage.com. Click the 'overview of the sixteen types' and choose your type. I tell you it's extremely accurate.

OK...back to researching on the internet now.