Feedback, feedback

Janet Jackson's new song is super catchy. No idea why but I so want this song to be a big hit for Miss JJ. Cause before this, her album was a flop and bad publicity( JT ripping off her bra) didn't exactly help either.

Feedback, feedback oh..
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AnakMuridPierre told me that he has a fren working as a QA officer and earns 1200 bucks after 3 months of working only. WTF.

I am waiting for their call on Friday.

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So damn kao bored OK. Nothing to do the whole morning. No blogs to read. So many ppl closing down their blogs. I was so bored I visited Perez Hilton's blog. :(

Cherry fungal infection

Don't know why the fuck am I typing this but I have fungal infection, y'all!

And of all places, it has to be at my punani. JK.
It's near my punani. It is located at the area where my legs joins my punani. Both sides.

It started itching abt a month ago. I thought it would go away but no. Red patches appeared and begins to spread.

Seeing that, me= scared.

Went to the doctor just now. Lied on a bed with my legs spread open. *oooo the horror*

Doc: Yup, it's definitely fungal infection.
Me: Oh, is it dangerous?
Doc: No. It is very common among women cause the *area* is always moist and dark and there is friction.
Me: *nods*
Doc: And there are fungus in our vaginas. But they are good fungus.
Me: *nods nods*
Then, I don't know what the hell possessed me.
Me: Is it because of *coughs* sexual intercouse? Coz I nev..*coughs*
Doc: Oh no no no no no, it is because sometimes the fungi decides to flare up thus causing the infection.
Me: Is it because the area is not kept clean?
Doc: Nope.

Seriously, there is no panadol for stupidity.

Why the hell did I ask that "isitbecauseofsex" question? I guess I don't want the doctor to think I got the infection because I go around slping with random dudes just in case if that is the cause.

Anyways, she gave me some cream to put on. Have to do so everyday for 2 weeks. Shit. Warts on foot. Fungal infection on punani. I sound like some whore in Geylang. *cringes*

It's the season of lu-kams!

Mmmm..I loike! My parents and uncle always buy the huge lukams imported from Taiwan i think. I love those especially. They are big and juicy and sweet and easy to eat. I hate the tiny ones. Coz most of them are very sour.

I think I can have those big lukams for breakfast, lunch and dinner.

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I am very addicted to KatdeLuna's Whine Up. The tune just makes you want to get up and jiggy. I actually thought abt going for dance lessons. Just to learn the dance moves for this song. Paloi.

She has another good song too. 'Love Me, Leave Me'.

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My current playlist:

KatdeLuna - Whine Up
KatdeLuna - Love Me, Leave Me
Monrose - What You Don't Know
One Republic - All Fall Down
One Republic - All We Are
One Republic - Say
Vannesa Carlton - Nolita Fairytale

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I just realised that I have less than a month left in this company. So excited to leave!! But after that what I am going to do, I dunno la.

I watched Lust, Caution..*paiseh*

The uncensored version somemore.

The reason I *paiseh* is because everyone knows what the movie is famous for. And I watched it. So it means I have also seen the ahem lor.

I bought the DVD for 2 dollars in Bandar. Although the quality is good, the subtitles sucks ass OK. It pisses me off so much that I decided to watch it without the subtitles. Resulting in me not being able to understand a word the characters are saying until Tang Wei made a call to Wang LeeHom in Cantonese. WTF.

Sypnosis: The story follows a young women Mrs. Mak(Tang Wei), who has taken a seemingly impossible mission to help with the plot to kill a Japanese collaborator, Mr. Yee (Tony Leung), by seducing him. However, while successful in seducing Mr. Yee, she soon found herself falling in love with her target, with disastrous results for the plotters.

The movie goes on until my sis and I saw Tang Wei have sex with one of the team members. Fucking digusted OK! She is so pretty and the guy looks like shit, no kidding.

And I hated the part when LeeHom had to plunge the knife into some guy's tummy. He wouldn't die for fuck's sake. And another team member used the same knife to stab him in the chest a few more times. Still, he don't want to die. He got pushed down the stairs. LeeHom went after him and twisted that dude's neck. Only then he dies. So semangat rite..It seriously broke my heart to see LeeHom kill him coz in my heart, LeeHom is not capable of such violence. He is an angel. *sighs*

And of coz, the sex scenes with Tony Leung. Who can miss that??

Looks very real but I don't think they 'do it' la. Although everything is visible. Pet pet mao and all that.

Sis: OMG! He go and kiss her armpit hairs!! Yucks!!!

I know. Is it like the 'IN' thing to not shave your armpit? Coz if it is, I would love to be in that era minus the war. I love the glamorous cheongsams they are wearing. And I can save a whole lot of dough on Veet wax, shavers and tweezers.

The only thing which hit me the most abt the movie is the last scene of Tang Wei and her frens being handcuffed and forced to kneel down on a cliff. I supposed they got caught and are to be executed. I cannot imagined what it is like to be in that position. Scares the crap outta me.

To those who plans to watch the movie, buy a DVD with good subtitles. Other wise you won't understand a word they are saying.

QA ins-pek-tarrrrr

EYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I almost finish typing out my post when I ter-press some buttons which causes the whole post to vanish. And you know what? The moment it vanishes, Blogger decides to auto-save!!!! KNN..............

Agn arh!

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I found out the title of the job is QA inspector/QA technician.

Quality. Assurance. Inspector.

*imagines a table with a standing sign on top*
*QA Inspector. Lesley Joan Woon*

The job description I got from the Internet made it seems really interesting.

Aiya...quickly call me and say I kena rejected la.

Ma-fan tou sei.

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JXakaSharon send me a catalogue. It has clothes from Korea and Japan. But too wintery for my liking (truth: they don't have my size). I saw a really nice jeans shorts which will go very well with my black opaque tights. 37 dollars le. A bit expensive.

I now have 10 tops and 6 pants/skirts. 5 bras! OMG! I wasn't even planning to get that many. Every CNY, I would only get myself 2 new ones. The reason being, I don't wear them. Hahaha...
I don't wear them when I'm at home or when I sleep. I only use them when I go jln jln in Miri and Bandar and at work. Heck, sometimes I dun even wear a bra when I go jln jln coz I can't find a bra to match my top.

I oni get that many because there is a sales going on. Sorella bras going for under 25 bucks. And all of them are the kinds which I am looking for. Bras without padding. Which does not make my boobs look even bigger. Ya Allah, why am I such a cheap-skate??

Shoes. Check!
Bag. Check!
Hair. Check!
Holiday. Check check!!!!

I have applied for 2 days off. I'll have 4 consecutive days off for CNY. From the 7th till the 10th.

*big biiiiiiiigggg grin*

Kaizen Sushi sucks donkey ass!

My Gad ahh....


The only positive thing I can say abt Kaizen is that it is much bigger than Excapde KB. There are more rooms and more tables. And the rice and noodle are alrite. The rest..Pfft!

We went there at abt 8pm. And a few of the items on the menu are no longer available.

" Sori, mam. We hab no morr eeell"
" Sori mam, da beep noodal pinished alrady"

I ordered the Enoki Butter. MrSerene likes it a lot. I thought it was kinda bland and dry. Wouldn't kill for the cook to put some gravy la. JXakaSharon and I ordered the beef noodle. Since it is finished, we ordered the curry chicken udon. However, we were served curry chicken don instead. Which is rice. And no we don't want anymore rice coz we just had one plate of chicken+egg rice just now. We want udon. Noodle.

Me: No, we ordered curry udon.
Waitress: Udon? No, you ordered curry don just now.
Me: Nope. I said udon.
W: *looks to the plate of rice* This is curry don. (Something like that la)
AaronLo: We don't want curry don. We want curry udon.
W: Udon?
AaronLo: Yes, do you know the meaning of udon?
AaronLo: Can you change the rice to noodle?
W: OK.

She was expecting us to be like OH IT'S OK WE'LL JUST TAKE IT NEBER MIND. It's not OK. Maybe if we didn't had the plate of chicken+egg rice, we might la.

And when the noodle finally came, PaoHui was asking me to check for any spit inside the noodle. Hahaha...

There were 8 of us eating. And the total bill came up to 210 bucks. So we had to pay 26 dollars each. Very expensive right?? With 26 dollars, I can eat 2 times at Excapade oredi.

No leng zhai in Kaizen summore le! In Excapade got the super cute sushi chefs and waiters. And although Excapade is smaller and has only one room, it's still the best. Afterall, becoz it has only one room, you'll feel more kambang being able to sit in that room ba while the others have to sit outside. Hehe...

Not saying I won't go back there agn. I might want to try other kinds of rice and noodle they have. I still love you Excapade!

No matter what I do, all I think abt is you.

Dilemma..

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOkay. So I went for this interview at PTAS ITS. I thought I was going for a normal interview for a position as an office girl. But it turns out to be a totally different thing.
Mr Guldip Singh was my interviewer. His arms have so many tattoos la. O_o

Bla, bla, bla.....normal convo. Then,
GS: OK, I am the head of the HSE Dept. Your job will be updating HSE forms used in the dept.
Me: Uh OK.
(HSE stands for Health and Safety Environment)

Seems pretty easy rite?? Then he starts on how if I am successful in my application, I'll be part of the QA management (something like that. And does QA stands for question and answer?? Just askin) which works around another department. So this QA management is to increase the efficiency of this department and cater to their needs.

And he told me that to do this job, I'll need training. Locally and overseas. So far, he has trained a few but they all left to somewhere else and are doing very good. When I say very good, I mean they are earning 10 grand a month after 5 yrs of working only. They are NO locals doing this. Only expats are available for this thing.

So now the problem is if I am successful, should I do it? If la OK!
I am interested in this QA management. Considering the description Mr Singh has given me. The money and training is very attractive too.
But I also want to go Sydney in Sept orh. If I leave in Sept, then there's no way Mr Singh will want to take me.

1) If I have the opportunity to go for the training, who knows. I might like it very much and decide to do it as a real career. Without a degree. The thought of surviving in this world w/o a degree scares the shit out of me. Another question, what if I don't like it at all?
2) If I decline the training, then I'll have only 1 choice. That's to go all the way with event management. Which I absolutely love too.
3) Or I lie to Mr Singh, go on with the training and leave abruptly in Sept. Holy shit. Better not. Mr Singh looks like he can break my neck with his fingers yo. No la..I don't want to lie to him la. He's been nothing but kind to me.
4) Or I explain to him my situation and lets him decide what he wants to do with me. Transfer me to the HR department and look for someone else to train?

I don't want him to waste his effort and time on me if I am going to leave in Sept.

I have been idle for more than a year now. I cannot continue on like this anymore. I need something to do. If possible, I want to do both these QA management and event management. It's always good to know more.

Haiya....Anyways, all of these are just what-if scenarios. Whether I get the job or not, also not guaranteed. Haha...

HongKong Professional Saloon saved my life!

Teehee....
Now my hair is a rich dark reddish-brown colour. But they had to dye my hair 2 times!

The first time, the colour did not seep in at all. I was kinda shocked that my hair is still the same kanasai colour after the 2nd time dye-ing.

Hairdresser: What brand did the first hairdresser used on you?
Me: Goldwell.
HD: Goldwell arh? Aiyo, no wonder la. It takes up to one week before you can dye your hair agn if you used Goldwell.
Me: Huh?? So how..?
HD: It's OK. I try agn.

She rummaged thru the little drawer and mixed up a much darker colour. Kinda like dark chocolate. And the outcome is ta-da!! Dark reddish-brown. Or auburn. No picture yet. Maybe when you see me in town or later I'll upload some before and after picture la.

I just fucking ah lian-ified myself.

For all these years, I have never exit a hair saloon with such embarassment. My hair colour is really butchered. For fuck's sake, I am not kidding OK!

The best way to describe my hair colour is to say that it resembles the 3 layer teh-C ping. Light gold on top, brown in the middle and dark brown on the bottom. >.<
I can do free advertisement for the hawker stalls selling 3 layer teh-C ping.

Now I just look like a typical ah lian who's afraid that some other ah lians will 'stew her non-existent boiplen'.

I wanted brown. Because my hair is very black, they need a lighter colour so that the outcome will be brown. The problem is they chose a colour too light. Platinum blonde to be exact. WTF??
Anyone who dyes her hair at least one a year will know that platinum blonde + black = ah lian gold! Whatmore, she is a hairdresser le!

I only found out that they use the blonde after my head turns gold. *long pia*

I will go to another saloon to get it fixed. What a waste of money.

Liquid Nitrogen = My bedroom temperature

Cheh...And I anticipated it to be super negative degrees cold.


Dr Pervesh showed me the warts. There are like so many of them. I always thought that the wart is like one huge black vessel in the middle and after you pull it out, it'll be gone. Butta...

The black dots are the plantar warts. Faster go away lar.

Good news: I can skip my first Grade 5 swimming lessons today! Not becoz my period is here. But because I just had the liquid nitrogen therapy.

More good news: I am called for an interview with a company on Monday at 3.00pm!!!!

:D

My new wishlist:

1) Ipod Nano (the newest generation and must be RED!!) or whatever newer player there is out there.
2) A new Guess Bag. Bags with those little 'LV' marks all over them will have to wait until I get a real job with 4 figure salary la. Bo pian...
3) A new watch. Dunno if I wan the Espirit watch anymore.

I have spent 1200+ in the past two months and I absolutely have no idea what I spent it on. Seriously. Considering the fact that if the 1200+ remains untouched, it would be more than enuf to buy all the items on my list.

Gawd..I need a financial adviser/planner/whatever to help me manage my 700 bucks salary. Haha.

A face mask can turn shit into gold.

As usual, I went to work with the grumpiest mood ever and my period is not even here yet....
Yai yam still wayting.

WWBHUC ain't making things any easier for me.

Went home for lunch. Since I still had 30 minutes to kill after finishing my lunch, I decided to have a quickie face mask. Oh, my Elianto Kiwi Face Mask, how I miss you! It's been more than 1 month since the last time I used you.

I have been in the sun too much. I am becoming darker. Good Lord! I cannot tahan being dark. Once I see the first subtle signs of skin darkening, I'll reduce my hours in the sun and slap on the sunblock.

Anyways, after the ten minutes of face mask, I immediately feel refreshed. As if I was given a face-lift. My eyes seems bigger and my skin is so much smoother. My mood took a 180 degree turn.

Even when WWBHUC was being annoying, it didn't affect me at all.
I still want to bitch abt her lor OK!

Me: (just finish answering a customer's call) Nancy, the cartridges no.21 is out of stock already?
Nancy: Yup.
Me: I thought there was a lot of them yesterday.
Nancy: Oh, finish already lor. Ppl buy them in 10s and 20s. Very fast one.
Me: Oh.

End of story oredi rite?? Understood oredi rite? But NO................!!! The WWBHUC sitting there listening to us must also have her share of this convo.

WWBHUC: Eh, finished already meh? Who took them orh?
Nancy: Baker Hughes la.

I got ask her meh??? Nancy and I got talk to her meh???
Anyways, at this point I am pretty sure everything is clear now. But NO......................!! Still got
question lagi!

WWBHUC: So Baker Hughes finished our stock la??
Nancy: Ya bah..

*long pia* What's the point of knowing these details?? There's a very fine line between asking useless questions and being detailed. Takkan the next customer who wants to buy the HP21 cartridges will ask who finish our stock and kill them down meh. Bodoh.

Thankfully I had my face mask so my mood was pretty good. And I didn't give her the face when she ask such questions. If not, I would have wanted to smash her pimply face into a pulp oredi.

I now know that 3 face masks a week will make a happy Lesley.

Pissed off..

I feel like S.H.I.T today.

Have to endure a constant 'nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh' for the whole 5 1/2 hours (working period is 8 hours. WWBHUC oni comes in at 9am, I go home for lunch and the other half hour is when I go to the washroom or the technical side and chat with the technicians)

Har-low?

This is a possible scenario Harlow Winter Kate Madden might encounter when her rocker dad is touring in China.


Chinese dude: Har-low!
Harlow: Yes?
Chinese dude: *puzzled* *tries agn* HAR-LOW!
Harlow: Yes?? Why do you keep calling my name?
Chinese dude: Huh? I is trying to say har-low to you.
Harlow: -.-"

Ok la, I am just dead bored here. ^_^

Pls visit me, 'auntie' !!

Never I thought this day will come but....

Auntie, can you pls come visit me? A.S.A.P!

Coz I dun want to see you during CNY. The reason being that I know you love me very much and will not hesitate to give me a beeeeeg, beeeeeeeeeg 'red packet' arh.

Pls OK! I labu yu..!

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Did I tell you abt the plantar warts on my foot? Well, I put some ointment on it for 2 weeks and it still won't go away.

So now the doctor is gonna slice the warts away. She is gonna scrap the dead skin away until she pulls out the black vessel or something and inject liquid nitrogen into the warts or what's left of the warts. Disgusting rite?? She said it's gonna hurt a lil bit.

Dunno orh..I better not cry on the operating table.

Why do most of us have this phobia towards Indians?

Maybe because we grew up with biased threats by parents.

"If you don't be a good girl, I'll sell you to the kalings!"
"If you wander around alone, the kalings will catch you and sell you to other places!"

WTF! Wah, I am so scared...!

Why do they have to use 'kalings'? Why not Malays or the samseng Cina-s? Afterall, most the ruthless fierce-looking tai yee long (loan sharks) or gangsters are Chinese. In TV gang fights, you won't see a brown gangster admist all the yellow ones lor.....

Or maybe because some labourers are Indians?
My sis told me that an Indian grass cutter came to our house to collect his payment (this happened like 6-7 yrs ago). My youngest bro went to answer the door. Seeing the grasscutter, he shouted loudly across the living room, "MAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! GOT KALING ARH...!!".

-.-"

Wahliu.....If I was the Indian guy, I'll mince him up with the lawn mower!

But it's unfair to say that. Many of them are doctors and teachers too. Drive Mercedes somemore and no need to eat ikan masin and pakchoi for breakfast, lunch and dinner!!

And there was a time when SharonakaJX and I were sitting in the backseat. She saw a few Indians crossing the streets and what she did next is unbelievable.
"Haha...Kalings"
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! While sitting in the front passenger seat is one of our good fren who is an Indian. Habits die hard, I guess. LOL.

I hope I won't resort to the same ways my parents and aunties and uncles use when they are dealing with naughty children.

P/S: To any Indians, dun bomb me after you read this OK! Just stating down what's in my mind. And yes, I am currently in my 'gimmesomeworldpeace' mood. Hence this post.

I have placed an order for 4 items from the catalogue. Hopefully the two tops fits. And the CNY cheapo bag is oni 6 bucks. Muahahahah........!!!

I just lurve cheap finds.

What the fuck???!!!

AIYA.....!

My mum langgar-ed my uncle's Lexus the other night with the Land Cruiser. And everytime something happens to the Land Cruiser, the number will pop up in Magnum 4D or Toto one. So I bought the number 1771 and 1717 (trying to outsmart the 4D God here). Obviously I wasn't smart enough.

You know what came out?

7117.

I. DID.NOT.'PAU'.THE.NUMBER.

When you 'pau' a number, it means no matter what order the number comes out in, you will win the prize money. Janji the 4 numbers are correct. However it's much more expensive when you 'pau' it. A normal number will set you back abt 75 cents. When you pau a number, there are 4! possibilities (permutations kids! Statistics remember?). So you'll have 24 possibilities. 24 x 75 cents is 18 dollars!! Hell no I am gonna spend 18 dollars on a number that might or might not win.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I am oso aware that it oni cost me 6 x 75 cents to 'pau' 1771 coz there are 2 same numbers there but dunno la!!! This blog's author has worms for brains ba)

Lim Peh and Lau Bu win lo. Altho it's kinda measly. But better than nothing rite!!

And I oso bought another number. 2095. Vijay told me there was an accident and he saw the number. It is actually 2795. But I heard wrongly. And buy 2095 instead. The number came out in a different order oso!!!!!!!!!!! On the same day! In the same draw!

If not, I'll win at least 200 bucks oredi. *smacks forehead*

*looks up to the blue blue sky*
Why you dun let me win?? 200 dollars oni le! If win oredi, I'll donate 10 dollars to the temple le. Sheesh..!


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Good news: I finally got my new bra, panties and new shoes.
Bad news: Still no navy blue long tube top.

How the fuck can the whole of Miri has no blue tube top?? Sigh....

I think my high-heel shoes is really gorgeous tho. It's shiny red with gold strips. It might look kinda auntie-ish when you see them as it is. But when it's on my feet, it's really pretty.

Thinking of getting another pair of flats. And on to more clothes shopping.

Yesh!!

Holidays!!

There's a 99% chance I might be going to Bandar or Miri tomoro and Bandar or Miri on Sunday.

It's time to get down to business!

*plays 'Eye of the Tiger' in the background*

*ties red banner around my forehead*

I have placed an order for a low-cut V neck black blouse with the owner of a boutique in the Mall. Hopefully she will bring me the exact top I had in mind. Usually the only colour I can find is black but this time I have not buy a single new black top yet.

I am also looking for more tailored pants. And most important, long navy blue tube top or at least one navy blue coloured garment.

And if I dun manage to find many tops, then I'll order one from a catalogue.

Bag le...I figure that rather than spending 30-40 bucks buying bags which are not durable, better I save up the money to buy a good and durable one. So if I can't find any cheap bags in Bandar or Miri, then I'll order one from catalogue too. And you won't believe the price!

The most important thing abt the bag you carry during CNY is its ability to hold many angpows! Doesn't matter if the bag is Hermes, LV, Chanel or brandless or China brand, most important it must have many pockets and hidden compartments so that you can stuff as many angpows in it as possible.
Another must-have feature is the easy access pocket. It's best to keep loose change ($1, $5) in the easy access pocket so that when you gamble, you dun have to waste time taking out your wallet, opening it, taking the money out, closing it and putting it back into your bag. Just fish around for loose change in the easy access pocket and TA-DA!!!!

Okay la..Gambate!! *Icandoit*

Sorries, regrets and resolutions.

I admit that I haven't been the best person to mix around with and that I have done some bad things over the past several years. So I just want to let most of them out here.

Razmi Kim. I am sorry I agreed to start a relationship with you when we were in Sec 2 and 3. All we did was talk on the phone so I guess it doesn't even really qualify as a relationship. I am sorry that I requested the break-up in Sec 2. But you dumped me in Sec 3 so we're even?? Dunno. If I have the chance to do everything agn, I'll know not to date you so that this whole relationship thing will be new to us.

Joe. He's the SMSA art teacher whom I briefly dated back in Sec 3. What can I say? He was so good-looking. All the female students in SMSA had a big crush on him and boy, was I flattered when he took interest in me. He send me little things like the soft dragon toy which I keep until now (both our chinese zodiac are dragons). It was only after a week when I know this thing between us cannot go on. So I broke up with him. When I did this, he was sad maybe? He sent me those little Hallmark cards which says 'I'm sorry' when he didn't even do anything wrong. And he also sent me presents for my bday. He made this cylinder from red and black cardboard and placed a fluffy white polar bear inside so that when I opened the cylinder it seems like the bear is hopping out. Adorable. Sigh..I am sorry for being the selfish thoughtless girl that I am.

YeeTzen. I had the biggest crush on one of the seniors when I was in Lower Six. I later found out that he likes Tzen. To which I cried like a shitface in front of Sandy, Slesha and god knows who else. Why did I cry?????? Why??? This is even more embarassing than slipping and falling down on my big fat ass in front of so many people. I didn't even cry when I broke up with my most recent ex. I can confidently say that I am someone who can hold her tears but..haiya! Cibai la.
Anyways, I am also someone who speaks without looking around first. We were in the hall when I shouted to SharonakaJX who was beside me oni, "TOO BAD HE LIKES YEE TZEN LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (this is what I said if I am not wrong la). Just to turn around and find Yee Tzen standing behind us. The tone of my voice might have brought the meaning like it's a bad thing to like her instead of me but it really isn't. It's more like you're bummed that you couldn't get what you want so you say 'too bad bla bla bla..' or you couldn't get an A so you say 'too bad I can't get an A'. You get what I mean la. There had been many times when I wanted to explain to her and apologize but I always hesitate. What's the good of doing that? It's been so long. So Tzen, if you're reading this, I am really so sorry.

Razan. Unexpected le...? When we just enter SMSA, everyone was crowded in the PS area because they haven't really explored the crooks and nooks yet. So, I was ready to go to class and Razan is in front of me. She bends down to get her container(her breakfast kali) and some other stuffs. Her container is blocking my way. Since it is not polite to walk over someone's food, I used my foot to gently push her container to one side. Thinking back, I think she might have asked me to wait for a while. What she doesn't know is that I am slightly deaf sometimes and I can't hear her.. So she might have been pissed that I touched her container with my foot. Sorry...

I have a feeling quite a number of girls hated me in SMSA coz I look very proud and unfriendly. That's when I don't know you. It upsets me at first because I wanted to be liked and be always friendly just like Slesha, Sandy and SharonakaJX. But I didn't bother to make that effort because I am too lazy as usual. I figured that if we mingle long enough, I'll open up and warm up. Ppl will realise that I can actually talk just abt anything and can be a siau cha bo too.

So to all the people that I have intentionally and unitentionally pissed off, I am sorry.

Lesley Joan Woon Wenfei. I am sorry that I spent your Form 4 and Form 5 yrs playing around. And when some dudes/ley-deys came to CHMS for a talk, I would always check out if there are any hot guys instead of listening to what they were saying (fuck la, Sunway Uni College never come to CHMS oso). I am oso sorry that I listened to your parents when they say just finish your Sixth Form first then figure out your future after that. Had I took the time to think abt it, you would be graduating with a degree rite abt now. Damn!

So my new year resolution(s) are to try to smile more often so I don't look like a stuck-up bitch, continue to do an hour of walking/jogging at least 4 days a week, reduce my boobies by 1 cm and do more shopping!!!

Reflection.

I have been to a number of blogs and saw that they have made some sort of relection on the past year.

I oso want le...

Here goes!

2007.WAS.SHIT.

That's all.

No..for real! 2007 was shit. Started working and I had the 'privilege' to work with WWBHUC. Stayed in Brunei while all my frens went for studies.

To look at 2007 in a more positive way would be that I get a lot more money to spend. In the past I had a fixed monthly allowance of 30 bucks and asking from my parents for extra if I need any. Now, if I want to get something and my mum is kinda reluctant, then I'll be like "Fine. I'll get it myself."
And I also can drive around. In daylight oni.

Hum......................It's ok. I'll quit at the end of Feb 08. And who knows if my other applications are successful, then I might leave Comosi even earlier..*fingers crossed agn*

In short, fuck 2007! I am glad you're past tense.

It's gonna be one noisy CNY!!

Coz all my aunties and uncle and grandma and cousin will be coming to Brunei for CNY! It's gonna be noisy with all the mahjong tiles click-clack-ing. Hope the police won't organise a Operasi Tangkap Cina-s Berjudi and bust in on us.

But I oso dread the awkward silence when my siblings and I sit down with my cousins from KB. How to describe the awkwardness le?

Imagine you went on stage to tell a joke and when you're done, no one laughs? They just stare at you until beads of sweat roll down your face.

Or you see a bunch of ppl really engrossed in gossiping so you decided to join them. As soon as you sit down, they stop and look at you until a patch of armpit sweat forms.
Not a good sight yo..

Very weird because my siblings and I mingle the best with cousins far away from Brunei. And they oni come back like once every 2-4 yrs. Yet we can play like crazy and talk just about anything!! While the cousins from KB just stare at each other.

Truth is it's better to spend CNY Eve in Miri because you get to play fireworks without having to worry abt the police catching you (esp when I live just 1km away from the police station). And after you're done with yours, you can watch your neighbours fire theirs too. So it's everywhere ba. Here, if we play fireworks the neighbour come out and complain, "My anak no need to slp arh??". Sibeh potong steam sial....

Ok...these things not so important yet. Most important..my CNY clothes arh! Shoes arh...Bra arh...Bag arh.. *dies*

The L Word - Season 4

Bette becomes a dean in a university and meets a deaf but stunning woman named Jodi. Beri vierd seeing them talk using sign language. Haha....But on the bright side, they can have sex without using any sign language! Tina is facing the normal problems in a hetero relationship.

Alice is really funny, I repeat. She is really becoming my fave character on the L word. She was introduced to Tasha by Papi. Tasha works in the military base and is very like...."YES SIR!! AIYAI SIR!!". Tasha is sibeh macho OK!! But her appearance doesn't potray a butch lesbian. She has long hair which she always keeps in a low bun. Very sleek and manly yo....Tasha is very quiet while Alice is like blablablablabla.....They make a really cute couple. Oh..did I mention Tasha is an African-American? Cute rite?

Jenny wrote a story called "Lez Girls" which caught the attention of several producers/agents/whatever la. Ppl are interested in turning her story into a movie. So she becomes all diva-ish abt it. Bitch. The problem with Lez Girls is that the story is based on Bette, Tina, Alice, Shane and Jenny herself. Jenny didn't even bother to change their names very much. Alice to Elyse, Shane to Shaun, Bette to Bev and Tina to Nina.

The rest of the bunch is not happy except Shane that she is telling their story to the world. So Alice told Jenny off. The Alice vs. Jenny argument is one of my fav scenes of Season 4. And Tina called Jenny a fucking cunt. HAHAHAHA.....

After Shane's disaster wedding, she reli mellowed down. No more sleeping around with women. Her father disappeared and the step-mom left Shay (Shane's 10 yr old bro) on Shane's front porch. So Shane worked very hard to clean up her act and support Shay. Until she met Paige. A single mum. Wow...While having sex one day, Shane even fantasized abt starting a family with Paige and all that shit.

Papi is a new character to L word. She is this sexy Latino girl who is like a Latino version of Shane. Except she has slept with more girls than Shane did. Papi seems very arrogant at first but later on, she's pretty OK.

Sigh...finish with Season 4 already. Have to wait for a long time for Season 5.