I have placed an order for 4 items from the catalogue. Hopefully the two tops fits. And the CNY cheapo bag is oni 6 bucks. Muahahahah........!!!

I just lurve cheap finds.

What the fuck???!!!

AIYA.....!

My mum langgar-ed my uncle's Lexus the other night with the Land Cruiser. And everytime something happens to the Land Cruiser, the number will pop up in Magnum 4D or Toto one. So I bought the number 1771 and 1717 (trying to outsmart the 4D God here). Obviously I wasn't smart enough.

You know what came out?

7117.

I. DID.NOT.'PAU'.THE.NUMBER.

When you 'pau' a number, it means no matter what order the number comes out in, you will win the prize money. Janji the 4 numbers are correct. However it's much more expensive when you 'pau' it. A normal number will set you back abt 75 cents. When you pau a number, there are 4! possibilities (permutations kids! Statistics remember?). So you'll have 24 possibilities. 24 x 75 cents is 18 dollars!! Hell no I am gonna spend 18 dollars on a number that might or might not win.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I am oso aware that it oni cost me 6 x 75 cents to 'pau' 1771 coz there are 2 same numbers there but dunno la!!! This blog's author has worms for brains ba)

Lim Peh and Lau Bu win lo. Altho it's kinda measly. But better than nothing rite!!

And I oso bought another number. 2095. Vijay told me there was an accident and he saw the number. It is actually 2795. But I heard wrongly. And buy 2095 instead. The number came out in a different order oso!!!!!!!!!!! On the same day! In the same draw!

If not, I'll win at least 200 bucks oredi. *smacks forehead*

*looks up to the blue blue sky*
Why you dun let me win?? 200 dollars oni le! If win oredi, I'll donate 10 dollars to the temple le. Sheesh..!


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Good news: I finally got my new bra, panties and new shoes.
Bad news: Still no navy blue long tube top.

How the fuck can the whole of Miri has no blue tube top?? Sigh....

I think my high-heel shoes is really gorgeous tho. It's shiny red with gold strips. It might look kinda auntie-ish when you see them as it is. But when it's on my feet, it's really pretty.

Thinking of getting another pair of flats. And on to more clothes shopping.

Yesh!!

Holidays!!

There's a 99% chance I might be going to Bandar or Miri tomoro and Bandar or Miri on Sunday.

It's time to get down to business!

*plays 'Eye of the Tiger' in the background*

*ties red banner around my forehead*

I have placed an order for a low-cut V neck black blouse with the owner of a boutique in the Mall. Hopefully she will bring me the exact top I had in mind. Usually the only colour I can find is black but this time I have not buy a single new black top yet.

I am also looking for more tailored pants. And most important, long navy blue tube top or at least one navy blue coloured garment.

And if I dun manage to find many tops, then I'll order one from a catalogue.

Bag le...I figure that rather than spending 30-40 bucks buying bags which are not durable, better I save up the money to buy a good and durable one. So if I can't find any cheap bags in Bandar or Miri, then I'll order one from catalogue too. And you won't believe the price!

The most important thing abt the bag you carry during CNY is its ability to hold many angpows! Doesn't matter if the bag is Hermes, LV, Chanel or brandless or China brand, most important it must have many pockets and hidden compartments so that you can stuff as many angpows in it as possible.
Another must-have feature is the easy access pocket. It's best to keep loose change ($1, $5) in the easy access pocket so that when you gamble, you dun have to waste time taking out your wallet, opening it, taking the money out, closing it and putting it back into your bag. Just fish around for loose change in the easy access pocket and TA-DA!!!!

Okay la..Gambate!! *Icandoit*

Sorries, regrets and resolutions.

I admit that I haven't been the best person to mix around with and that I have done some bad things over the past several years. So I just want to let most of them out here.

Razmi Kim. I am sorry I agreed to start a relationship with you when we were in Sec 2 and 3. All we did was talk on the phone so I guess it doesn't even really qualify as a relationship. I am sorry that I requested the break-up in Sec 2. But you dumped me in Sec 3 so we're even?? Dunno. If I have the chance to do everything agn, I'll know not to date you so that this whole relationship thing will be new to us.

Joe. He's the SMSA art teacher whom I briefly dated back in Sec 3. What can I say? He was so good-looking. All the female students in SMSA had a big crush on him and boy, was I flattered when he took interest in me. He send me little things like the soft dragon toy which I keep until now (both our chinese zodiac are dragons). It was only after a week when I know this thing between us cannot go on. So I broke up with him. When I did this, he was sad maybe? He sent me those little Hallmark cards which says 'I'm sorry' when he didn't even do anything wrong. And he also sent me presents for my bday. He made this cylinder from red and black cardboard and placed a fluffy white polar bear inside so that when I opened the cylinder it seems like the bear is hopping out. Adorable. Sigh..I am sorry for being the selfish thoughtless girl that I am.

YeeTzen. I had the biggest crush on one of the seniors when I was in Lower Six. I later found out that he likes Tzen. To which I cried like a shitface in front of Sandy, Slesha and god knows who else. Why did I cry?????? Why??? This is even more embarassing than slipping and falling down on my big fat ass in front of so many people. I didn't even cry when I broke up with my most recent ex. I can confidently say that I am someone who can hold her tears but..haiya! Cibai la.
Anyways, I am also someone who speaks without looking around first. We were in the hall when I shouted to SharonakaJX who was beside me oni, "TOO BAD HE LIKES YEE TZEN LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (this is what I said if I am not wrong la). Just to turn around and find Yee Tzen standing behind us. The tone of my voice might have brought the meaning like it's a bad thing to like her instead of me but it really isn't. It's more like you're bummed that you couldn't get what you want so you say 'too bad bla bla bla..' or you couldn't get an A so you say 'too bad I can't get an A'. You get what I mean la. There had been many times when I wanted to explain to her and apologize but I always hesitate. What's the good of doing that? It's been so long. So Tzen, if you're reading this, I am really so sorry.

Razan. Unexpected le...? When we just enter SMSA, everyone was crowded in the PS area because they haven't really explored the crooks and nooks yet. So, I was ready to go to class and Razan is in front of me. She bends down to get her container(her breakfast kali) and some other stuffs. Her container is blocking my way. Since it is not polite to walk over someone's food, I used my foot to gently push her container to one side. Thinking back, I think she might have asked me to wait for a while. What she doesn't know is that I am slightly deaf sometimes and I can't hear her.. So she might have been pissed that I touched her container with my foot. Sorry...

I have a feeling quite a number of girls hated me in SMSA coz I look very proud and unfriendly. That's when I don't know you. It upsets me at first because I wanted to be liked and be always friendly just like Slesha, Sandy and SharonakaJX. But I didn't bother to make that effort because I am too lazy as usual. I figured that if we mingle long enough, I'll open up and warm up. Ppl will realise that I can actually talk just abt anything and can be a siau cha bo too.

So to all the people that I have intentionally and unitentionally pissed off, I am sorry.

Lesley Joan Woon Wenfei. I am sorry that I spent your Form 4 and Form 5 yrs playing around. And when some dudes/ley-deys came to CHMS for a talk, I would always check out if there are any hot guys instead of listening to what they were saying (fuck la, Sunway Uni College never come to CHMS oso). I am oso sorry that I listened to your parents when they say just finish your Sixth Form first then figure out your future after that. Had I took the time to think abt it, you would be graduating with a degree rite abt now. Damn!

So my new year resolution(s) are to try to smile more often so I don't look like a stuck-up bitch, continue to do an hour of walking/jogging at least 4 days a week, reduce my boobies by 1 cm and do more shopping!!!

Reflection.

I have been to a number of blogs and saw that they have made some sort of relection on the past year.

I oso want le...

Here goes!

2007.WAS.SHIT.

That's all.

No..for real! 2007 was shit. Started working and I had the 'privilege' to work with WWBHUC. Stayed in Brunei while all my frens went for studies.

To look at 2007 in a more positive way would be that I get a lot more money to spend. In the past I had a fixed monthly allowance of 30 bucks and asking from my parents for extra if I need any. Now, if I want to get something and my mum is kinda reluctant, then I'll be like "Fine. I'll get it myself."
And I also can drive around. In daylight oni.

Hum......................It's ok. I'll quit at the end of Feb 08. And who knows if my other applications are successful, then I might leave Comosi even earlier..*fingers crossed agn*

In short, fuck 2007! I am glad you're past tense.

It's gonna be one noisy CNY!!

Coz all my aunties and uncle and grandma and cousin will be coming to Brunei for CNY! It's gonna be noisy with all the mahjong tiles click-clack-ing. Hope the police won't organise a Operasi Tangkap Cina-s Berjudi and bust in on us.

But I oso dread the awkward silence when my siblings and I sit down with my cousins from KB. How to describe the awkwardness le?

Imagine you went on stage to tell a joke and when you're done, no one laughs? They just stare at you until beads of sweat roll down your face.

Or you see a bunch of ppl really engrossed in gossiping so you decided to join them. As soon as you sit down, they stop and look at you until a patch of armpit sweat forms.
Not a good sight yo..

Very weird because my siblings and I mingle the best with cousins far away from Brunei. And they oni come back like once every 2-4 yrs. Yet we can play like crazy and talk just about anything!! While the cousins from KB just stare at each other.

Truth is it's better to spend CNY Eve in Miri because you get to play fireworks without having to worry abt the police catching you (esp when I live just 1km away from the police station). And after you're done with yours, you can watch your neighbours fire theirs too. So it's everywhere ba. Here, if we play fireworks the neighbour come out and complain, "My anak no need to slp arh??". Sibeh potong steam sial....

Ok...these things not so important yet. Most important..my CNY clothes arh! Shoes arh...Bra arh...Bag arh.. *dies*

The L Word - Season 4

Bette becomes a dean in a university and meets a deaf but stunning woman named Jodi. Beri vierd seeing them talk using sign language. Haha....But on the bright side, they can have sex without using any sign language! Tina is facing the normal problems in a hetero relationship.

Alice is really funny, I repeat. She is really becoming my fave character on the L word. She was introduced to Tasha by Papi. Tasha works in the military base and is very like...."YES SIR!! AIYAI SIR!!". Tasha is sibeh macho OK!! But her appearance doesn't potray a butch lesbian. She has long hair which she always keeps in a low bun. Very sleek and manly yo....Tasha is very quiet while Alice is like blablablablabla.....They make a really cute couple. Oh..did I mention Tasha is an African-American? Cute rite?

Jenny wrote a story called "Lez Girls" which caught the attention of several producers/agents/whatever la. Ppl are interested in turning her story into a movie. So she becomes all diva-ish abt it. Bitch. The problem with Lez Girls is that the story is based on Bette, Tina, Alice, Shane and Jenny herself. Jenny didn't even bother to change their names very much. Alice to Elyse, Shane to Shaun, Bette to Bev and Tina to Nina.

The rest of the bunch is not happy except Shane that she is telling their story to the world. So Alice told Jenny off. The Alice vs. Jenny argument is one of my fav scenes of Season 4. And Tina called Jenny a fucking cunt. HAHAHAHA.....

After Shane's disaster wedding, she reli mellowed down. No more sleeping around with women. Her father disappeared and the step-mom left Shay (Shane's 10 yr old bro) on Shane's front porch. So Shane worked very hard to clean up her act and support Shay. Until she met Paige. A single mum. Wow...While having sex one day, Shane even fantasized abt starting a family with Paige and all that shit.

Papi is a new character to L word. She is this sexy Latino girl who is like a Latino version of Shane. Except she has slept with more girls than Shane did. Papi seems very arrogant at first but later on, she's pretty OK.

Sigh...finish with Season 4 already. Have to wait for a long time for Season 5.