So it's true!!!!!!!!!

That China girls dont shave at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What??!!! You mean you saw IT? Yup! Their armpits......T____________________T

I see already oso dun know how to react ah. Shit.

It was today's business suit fitting. In front of me were these 2 China girls. We girls have a small common fitting area to change our clothes. I saw one of the girls take off her shirt then my eyes terus zero-ed in on her armpits. It was too obvious. How can you miss something like that? SO black and thick.

The hair was almost 2 inches long ok. I AM NOT EXAGGERATING!!!!
It's like they have never shave even once. I have seen most guys' armpits and none has come close to the China girls.

And for us girls, even if we don't shave or wax for 2 weeks or so, the growth is prolly gonna be like half a centimetre at most. But those girls ah....*shakes head*

The other China girl who is prettier has the same armpit hairs too!!!! So chibai annoying ah. Pics to illustrate what I mean.






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They are also so many China and Korean ppl coming in. And fuck like 99.9% of them are freaking rich. Carry LV bags, Gucci bags, Coach bags. Pakai lawa lawa siap dengan high heels and rebonded hair lagi. I saw them walking downhill just now in the morning while I was coming back from my grocery shopping looking like shit. So yeah.

And I made 2 more new frens today. Both are Asian la. Rich one la of coz. One is from Taiwan but she is Australian and her English is so American. Another one is mixed Portugese/HK and she's from Macau. Good fluent English too. Both are 18. Boohoohoo wtf. I am the oldest.

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I have a reli bad feeling this is getting more and more like a prep school. I mean I asked several guys why they chose this college and they told me it's because it's easy to get into and it's expensive. Ya Allah!!!

Nvm.....................You guys play lorrrrr..The more you play, the more chance for me rite? I'll study hard and take all the opportunities I am given. Play more ok ppl.

My money arh!!!

Today we had our business suits fitting done. Here is the AUD$688 damage.

1 jacket.

4 shirts.
2 navy skirts and 1 black skirt. Hey, don't judge me by the width of my ass ok.
1 gold scarf.
1 badge wtf.

Where are you from?

I always hesitate to tell people where I am from coz I am a Malaysian but I live in Brunei. If I tell them Brunei, they'll say, "Where? I have never heard of the country."

The day I arrived, I took a taxi to ICMS. The driver asked where I'm from. I said Brunei. Then he went, "Oh, China! Good place". WTF!! I look like I'm from China mah....U didnt dig ur ear issit??

Another reason I hesitate is becoz I heard stories of how foreigners always put little bags of drugs in ur luggage if they know you are a Malaysian. The immigration ppl will catch you and you'll kena hanged for nothing. Scared me leh...

And the Japanese girl actually thought I was Japanese as well. Ahahahahahah...Kawaii neh wtf!! If I reli was a Japanese, I gotta be the ugliest Japanese you have ever seen. No wonder she didnt greet me during the college tour. She told me over dinner that she doesnt like to hang around Japanese/Korean ppl coz they tend to stick to each other and refuse to speak English.

Apparently, half of the students here are Koreans. No idea Koreans are so sibeh rich. But rite now, what I see are Caucasians being the majority here.

I am living on the 3rd floor. And my room is number 333. Add another number of ur choice and go buy 4D or Toto wtf. I am living in triple dorm. My roommates are not here yet. It's good in a
way that I have the whole room by myself. If I fart or snore, no one can smell or hear rite? And surprisingly, I am not afraid at all. At all. Even though the windows make a slight bam bam when the wind blows, I wasnt afraid. I have too many things to worry abt.

Sometimes, I wonder if the admissions officer were just bluffing when they told me there was oni one slot left for the triple dorm so that I would hurry up with my application and money. Wtf.

Well, there is a Korean girl with short hair and chibai face living on the same floor as me. I don't have any internet reception in my room so I have to bring my lappie to a corridor a few rooms outside of mine. I can definitely see anyone coming in or leaving the floor. So this Korean chibai face will always come out her room and use the kitchen. She doesnt greet me at all unlike the angmohs who will always give me a smile or hello!. I know you are rich but don't keh leng keh si over here ok. We are both students here. I oso pay to enter this school ok.

This pretty much sums up my 4 days here. And another thing is that, I hope readers dun find the pity post below as me complaining abt things here. I am very grateful and happy that I am finally here in Sydney. I am just writing abt my feelings and all. I am sorry if the post come off as whiny.

Update:

15/09/08

There are a LOT of angmohs coz today is the day all the Study Abroad students arrive. Most of them are Americans. Both my roommates are Americans. They are here for 1 term oni. One is Emily from Kansas and the other is Hallie from Texas. Thank Jebus it's not some China girls. Coz of what I wrote up there. Fucking ewww pls.

I no longer cry wtf.

Things are getting much better. Yesterday, I got a msg from my dad agn but I didnt cry this time. People are starting to come in and I felt this is more like a college instead of a big building with just me as the only student.

The first thing was a college tour. There were 3 Asians including me. The others was a boy and a girl and the rest all Caucasians. When we had to get our ID cards, some of the angmohs left coz they had to get their ID number. And the Korean boy asked me, 'Whey the rest go?'. I told him they went to get their number and asked if he knew his.

"Ahhh numbah??"
"Yes, ur number. The 5 digit number on your acceptance letter."
"Yes, I know that numbah."

Wtf meh. He's obviously young. But I notice his hands/arms. SO nice ah......Like so muscular and shit. Too bad the Donald Duck figurine hanging from his phone spoiled everything.

I went for the Manly tour today which basically just shows us where to go for certain things. And I made a new friend over dinner just now. She was with me during the College tour and initially I thought she was Korean. I just learned that she is actually Japanese. A rich one timmm.....Her name is Nao. And she's oni 19. She told me her bf lives in the city and she plans to move to the city soon. Ya, me too. Ahahhaah.....Her face is so pretty. Smooth like butter. Big eyes.

One thing I notice is that, there are no blacks in this college. Dunno why. Even though I refer to the past students, none of them are black. Indians got la. But no blacks. Why like this one?? I wan to have a black girl/boy as my fren.

I am a very dirty girl. Coz I oni shower one time a day. Which is in the morning. I am scared to use the bathroom at night ba.


I am glad that I dun feel the same way I did the first day coz it was horrible. Now that more students are coming in, I hope I will make more frens and study hard.

*GAMBATE*

I cry wtf.

Note: This was in draft for 2 days already. Pics at last.

Hey guys. It’s been 2 days since I have arrived here in Sydney. I am not very happy at the moment. ICMS is quite empty at the moment coz it’s holiday and most of the students are not in. I felt so lonely coz there arent any ppl around and I didnt see any familiar faces altho Jia Wei and Lai are here. I didnt look for them.To me, it didnt felt like I was in a college or what. Maybe it’s just the quietness. Tomorrow will be the day new students start checking in. Hopefully, I’ll get to see my roommates soon.

Superwoman super failed. I cried 6 times yesterday and 1 time today. A considerable improvement if you asked me. I didnt want to cry actually but my parents called me 1 hr after I landed. Asked me why didnt I called them coz they were worried abt me.Told me to be careful and this that. I was unpacking at that time. I wanted to finish all the ‘chores’ before I call them. When I was talking to my mum, the tears has already welled up in my eyes but I couldnt cry on the phone. As soon as we hung up, I just burst into tears. After all the sob sob sob, I cleaned up, went down and ask for directions from the receptionist. She gave me directions to go to the Corso which is an area of shops, cafes, banks and bla bla bla. It’s supposedly 5 mins walk there but for me, it’s abt 10-15 mins to reach there coz it’s downhill and my legs are short but 15-20 mins going back to ICMS coz it’s fucking uphill.

I opened a bank account with ANZ and walked about the Corso. Next to the Corso is the Manly Beach. Before I got to Sydney, I thought the Manly Beach is reli 5 mins walk so I was thinking of jogging there. But now, no need la wtf. Just run up and down the hill can oredi. Will die wei...Bought some necessities from Coles, a supermarket. And some fries + nuggets from Hungry Jack’s. The fries + nuggets are still on my table now. I have no appetite at all rite now. Yesterday, I just took a sip of water and a few fries+ 1 nugget. After all the Corso-exploring I went back to ICMS at around 12pm and stayed in my room for the rest of the day and cried. After crying, I took a walk around ICMS and went back to my room agn. There I stayed until the next morning.

I was so tired from all the walking and crying that I slept at around 7pm+. Woke up agn at around 10pm coz I received a msg from my dad. After reading it, I cried agn wtf. Fell asleep a while later. Then it was the next morning. Woke up at about 7am+, slp agn until 9am+. I wanted to lie in bed all day coz although I wasnt tired, my whole body felt tired. I told myself this is no way to spend your day in Sydney. Chin up. I got this phrase from my horoscope reading from a magazine. Yes, chin up. I got up, showered and walked to Manly Wharf. Before I left, I forced myself to eat an apple. Even though I wasnt hungry at all, I know I have to eat something in order to do something. I took the 30 mins ferry to Circular Quay.

There, I reach the city of Sydney. I walked along Park St then I saw Payless Shoes. It was having a sale so I went in and managed to find a pair of sports shoes which is $16 only. Happy! Further down Park St is Woolworths. It’s another supermarket but I think the things are a bit cheaper than here in Manly. Bought a gold kiwifruit and another apple. I walked to Hyde Park and ate my kiwi sitting on a fountain. It was nice and windy. After my ‘lunch’, I walked agn to Market St which houses most of the shopping area. Bought a cute short trench coat for $12.95 only. I looked at my watch and saw that it’s almost 4.30pm. Gotta return before 6pm coz it’ll be dark and I dun want to walk uphill in the dark. I got back at around 5.30pm. I finished my remaining nuggets, unpack all my items and type this post. And oh, I cried 2 times today. I cried agn while typing this post. Sigh...

Here are some pics:

My luggage. See that stack of books beside the luggage? I couldnt bring them..:(
The view from my window.
My triple dorm.
The notice which awaits me on my own notice board.
Manly Beach.
International College of Management, Sydney.
The Manly ferry to the city.
Sydney.
Sydney Opera House. It's much smaller than I expect it to be. Talk abt overrated.
Sydney Harbour Bridge.
Circular Quay. See that stretch of pathway? Walk along it for 5 -7 mins then you'll reach the Sydney Opera House.

I didnt cry yo!

Almost already but I sucked it in, swallow and felt a lot better almost immediately. So damn susah mau maintain a straight face ok. Weirdly, 1 hr into the flight I felt nothing anymore. Superwoman kali ah...

Did so much shopping in Changi. I think I have spent approx 500 bucks oredi. I bought a Coach wristlet, books, Clinique face cream and Miss Dior Cherie. Must save lor woman..

Note: I got the 5K back!!! Woots!

I'm leaving tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!

7 months -> 1 month -> 1 day!!!

I received lotsa angpaos from aunties and uncles and grandmas. A few hundred here and there. My grandma gave me $1200. Then the uncle whom I speak less than 10 words in a year gave me $6000!! So much oh!! But ah, my dad says give back to him $5000! T________________T

Say just take $1000 as a farewell means. More tears....

I have finished packing and I didnt even manage to bring all my clothes coz overweight ledi. Just buy over there la.

Things to do over there:
1) Buy a phone.
2) Open a account.
3) Buy a pair of sports shoes.