Hot pot

Sydney now damn hot can!! And I just spend 1 hour writing a paragraph about myself using academic writing. That paragraph is 100 words only. FAIL.

*sigh*

WTF is academic writing anyways??? Why make your life so difficult? Shit!!!

*sigh*

Ok ok ok la. Even tho I complain, I know it's something I can do if I read more, try to expand my vocab and so forth. This term, I have to be very very diligent and disciplined in finishing my work and not leave everything to the end.

Term 5 is all about working consistently and group work.

Imma tell you guys something. I paid for only 5 units. However according to my old timetable, I was given 6 units. Did you notice?? Neither did I.

The extra sub was Business Economics - a term 6 unit. I attended a class already and it was actually alright. It wasn't difficlut but it was fucking information overload. However, all of Term 5 units require many hours outside the classroom and now I have an EXTRA unit summore. How to cope orh? Work le?

Initially, I wanted to try la. I figured if I manage my time wisely, things will work out. Yes, I might be very tired but if I finish 6 units this term, then next term I shall be VERY FREEEEE!

I spent the whole Monday night thinking about the whole situation. And today, I dropped Business Economics. Kim laughed at me :((((((((

HAHAHHAHAHHAH!!!! FAIL.

Aiya...better don't risk it la. What if I really cannot cope and then it affects my other subjects le?
You think I'm Wong Pao Xin or Charlene Bong meh!!!! Want to act smart!

My new timetable:
Mon: 10am-12pm (Marketing)
Tues: 12pm-2pm (Academic Writing), 2pm-4pm (Intro to HR)
Wed: 10am-9pm (Remains the same)
Thu: 8am-10am (Marketing)
Fri: 8am-10am (Event Project)

FUCK MY LIFE OR NOT??!!!!

I have 3 days where I spend 3 hours travelling time to attend 1.5 hours of class.

I can't change Mon and Thu classes because the rest are full. And I can't change Fri class as well because it is the only class available. GAWD!

*deep breath*

It's ok Lesley. Remember, it can always be worse. On a brighter note, your timetable this term is better than the previous ones you had. You have no gap in between classes and you get to go home early most of the time.

Yes. It's ok.

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My items from Starwberrynet.com have arrived. In fact, according to the card, it arrived 2 days after my PayPal payment got cleared. That is quick! I only picked it up yesterday because I was busy with other commitments.

I know I should have done this BEFORE I buy anything but I googled customers' reviews and was shocked to see so many negative(amongst the positive ones) reviews!!

People are saying they sell fake stuff, expired stuff and some did not even received their packages.

I guess I was lucky coz mine was alright. It didn't smell 'off', the packaging is the same as Lancome website(they are certain ways to see if the item is fake) and they even wrapped the items with nice wrapping paper and a ribbon.

I think they are pretty good. But I do have to admit that now I'm a bit wary when thinking of buying anything else from them.

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I still have not cooked anything yet. Let's just say I have been eating very little these few days. I woke up early in the morning last Sun to do grocery shopping. When I got home on Sat, all that's left in my fridge is 3 bottles of sauces, 2 cans of Red Bull, a bottle of water and 1 bottle of Bacardi Breezer.

I spent $99. Seriously. Never before ok.

4kgs of rice, a box of ice cream, 4 boxes of pantyhose ( i need them for school and work!), 3 packs of IndoMie (they were having a promotion $1.70 for 1 wen it is usually $3), a box of wholegrain cereal, a carton of milk, a carton of eggs, 2 tins of spam, quarter of watermelon, grapes, apples, toilet paper wtf, wheat biscuits, stationery, drinking water and a pack of Yakult.

That is all I bought and it cost 99 bucks. Ohhhh. Life is expensive.

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I fucking cried the whole Sat and now I am feeling better. No more teary eyes when I think about the family.

Today I also went back to Westin. To give Tania my timetable. She's happy with my availablity. So I guess I'm back to work next week :)

Good coz I have been spending too much. From the day I return til today, a total of $600 is gone.
Dayummmmm....

But I'm still saving. I could have spend $300 on new textbooks but I managed to find 2nd hands for half the price. I was really really lucky. The Marketing textbook cost $80 for new and I boguht a 2nd hand For $50. And it was the last book available!!!!

Praise Jebus!

Ok enough random shit. Off to dinner with Kim's family at Zilver. Yum yum. Oh shit. I'm supposed to be on a diet.

Please excuse me

but I must really rant and sound like a spoiled brat. I promise this will be over in like a few days.

1) It's so hot here in the apartment. There is no air-con!!!! I want air-con just like the one in my room!!!

2) I hate packing as well as unpacking!!! I have thrown out another few clothing items which I do not think I'll wear anymore. And there is still so much more!!

3) I do not want to iron my uniform!!!! I gotta send my blue coat for dry-cleaning and iron my new white shirts together with the skirts. Arghhh!

4) I do not want to cook!!! My mum says it's not good to cook everything at once and store them for a week coz it's not healthy. I am not cooking for the next 2 days. Imma just eat cereal and wheat biscuits. Good also. I was way over-fed back in Brunei.

5) My hair stinks like shit!! I have already made an appointment for a hair-cut at Signature tomorrow afternoon. Sayonara long hair. I'll see you soon. Maybe.

Okkk..despite all the complains, I have already done most of the stuff that I need to do like unpack, clean my room (rommie left for good the day before I arrive and she never clean the room), throw unwanted stuff, make my bed, get ready for school on Mon.

All the while I was doing the above, I kept thinking 'At home, right now I would be laying in bed watching American Idol on my big TV, enjoying the air-con. I would not have to worry about anything' and so forth, u get it.

Someone needs to slap me to my senses so I'll stop whinging and grow up.

:((

I miss my family and home.

Edit: I was sweeping the floor just now when my phone rang. I thought it would my mum calling to ask about me. Manatau, it was Westin's number and Adam was on the line.

I did not tell them I am back already lehhh.. Adam asked if I could work next Fri at 6.30am which I can't coz I have class at 8am.

FML.

A pleasant surprise!

1) My uncle, the one who gave me $6K before has given me another 500 bucks as a farewell angpau. OMGGGGG. Like totally awesome. WTF. As well as my parents and other aunties. I am so the rich now muahahahah.

2) I cried after I walked past the immigration counter in Brunei. Dunno why this time I damn emo. Maybe becoz my holiday is much much longer this time and so much had happened which made me totally sad to leave. Gahhh.

3) I was supposed to leave brisbane only at 5pm aus time but it was brought forward to 1pm instead due to bad weather later. Which is totally awesome again WTF. Still another 30 mins to go before my flight leaves.

4) Sydney....I'm back bitches!!! Hey Lesley, no one cares ok. Ahh?? :(

My new timetable.

Mon: 10am (Marketing), 12pm (Business Economics)
Tues: 12pm (Academic Writing and research Skills-> wtf?), 2pm (Intro to HR)
Wed: 10am (Event Project), 12pm( Intro to HR), 3pm (Academic Writing and Research Skills), 5-9pm (Event Promotions and Sponsorship)
Thurs: 8am (Marketing)
Fri: 8am (Event Project), 12pm (Business Economics)

Sighhhh.......

And this is the best time timetable I could change to. This term onwards, we are able to choose the timeslot we want like every other uni. So yeah. Oh well. Not too bad la. It would be better if I have 3 days off like Term 2.

I'm a fat princess.

So many things happened in the past week I dunno where to begin. Lemme just summarize.

1) My bro got into a sorta serious accident.

2) We finally moved house. Got a few videos but lemme see which one is the most watchable wtf.

3) My granmma and cousin arrived in Brunei and are now staying us.

4) My mum said I have become very fat ever since I came back 6 weeks ago.

5) I'm leaving again in 3 days and altho I wanted to go back but now I dun feel like it anymore :((

Will write properly when I return to Syd coz I shud be spending more time with my family instead of emo-ing here.

Ciao!

Addicted!!

OMG!! I nearly bought another mascara from StrawberryNet *slaps hand*

I was googling 'best curling and volumising mascara' and DiorShow came up. Apparently, it's really effective in giving bold and dramatic lashes(which I love btw).

It cost only US$33 but after spending so much money in the past week, $33 looks like a fortune to me wtf. Even with free shipping it still feels expensive wtf.

There is a cheaper option which is the Bourjois Coup de Theatre. Cost US$18 which is A LOT cheaper but they only have it in some muddy shitty light brown. BLAHHHHHH!

So, in the end? Na-da!

Dammit. Shud have gotten the bloody Dior mascara with my skincare set yesterday. Then, I would not feel so guilty and reluctant.

Now that I come across this site, I don't think I'll buy anything from the counter anymore (unless the site doesn't carry what I want).

*****

The last thing on my shopping list is a Ipod Touch. This imma buy online too. If I can find them wtf.

If not, then Harvey Norman it is. Boooo to 'slightly more expensive' Ipod Touch wtf.

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I just called Rob to remind him to pick up my parcels from AusPost and he is still the same old annoying landlord that he is hahaha.

He told me I have many letters waiting on my table. But nothing major. I bet they are all ANZ letters to promote the new accounts and all that shizz. Sorry to dissappoint but I'm not those girls who shop with money they don't have and rake up a huge debt.

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My fucking 'tan' is such a pain in the neck. It was so obvious in my passport photo which will be used for my new passport. Gawd.

Someone is punishing me for using a lot of money wtf.

Eh, should I order my dumbbells online from Rebel Sports and have Rob carry them back to the apartment ah? Since he's like 2m and 200 pounds wtf.

I love online shopping!!

I just spent about $1,000 buying stuff online :(

But it's for quite a few items such as my Lancome skincare set from StrawberryNet.com and other stuffs. I bought a mousse cleanser, moisturiser/day cream and moisturiser/night cream! I still have my old skincare set but I'll throw it out since I have been using them for about 1 yr++ now.

Cannot wait for my babeh to arrive :))))))

I have also finally splurged on a expensive bag which means I will have to eat sand for the rest of the college term until I earn the money back dammit.

This is totally none of your business but my mum and aunt do not use moisturiser *GASPS!*

Like seriously?? How can a woman NOT use moisturiser? Even if you do not have any cleansing routine or a certain set of skincare, you must always have a normal day-to-day moisturiser!!!

No wonder they are always complaining about their skin looking like crap. Will get my mum one of those anti-wrinkle thingy.

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It's less than 1 week til I move to the new home and I'm excited!!

It's only less than 2 weeks til I return to Sydney, start college again and I'm excited!!!!

Now that my skin is all ruined I will need to step up my game in my skincare routine wtf. Let's see. Cleanse, day cream then BB cream. At night, cleanse and night cream. Continue for 3 months then maybe my skin can relive half of those good old glorious days wtf.

New black shoes - check!
New white shirts - not yet :(

Hopefully I'll find those shirts in Miri where it is cheaper. I want cheap shirts!!!!!