That's my current situation.
Sucks major balls, what's worse, I'm losing this somewhat called 'excitement' I get from pouring all my rants, dreams, hopes onto this page.
BLogger used to be my 'secret' friend whom I would first think of whenever a dramatic event unfolds in my life.
But now I could not even make an effort to type in a few letters in order to log in. Instead all my time is spent on the two little dogs at home and 9gag and job-hunting. 30/30/40 not necessarily in tat order.
Waistline expanding - check
Getting tanner - check
Unemployed - check
That girl from Glee would be happy to place her fingers in a shape of a 'L' on my forehead.
All I have been doing at home is watch TV. Lots of them. HIMYM, Next Top Model series, Family Guy, MTV, Asian drama series...jeez, I need help. An intervention.
Slap slap, wakey wakey.
But hey, at least I have obtained the membership to use the gym and aerobics center at BSRC. I just need to wait for the lady to sign it so I can start using it. Could you be rather quick, lady?!!!
My clothes can't hold on any longer.
I hate waiting. Brunei moves at an extremely slow pace. We have a motto here, it's 'Don't work too hard, everything can wait'.
I have to wait for a reply for my job application, wait for my membership to be approved, wait for food, wait to pay, wait for everything!
Man........I want a new bag hmph.
Onto a more superficial note, I currently have 3 new pairs of shoes for CNY. Am adding another one to that number once I get my hands on that pair of beautiful black wedges this Sat. And countless tops and dresses.
I never meant to have that much stuff but whenever my mum asks me to tag along with her for CNY shopping, I end up with another item or two.
Bad bad.
My entire family and I will be flying to Kuching in two weeks time for CNY which means more shopping, oh lord.
I guess my aim of finding a job by the end of this year won't materialize. Better luck next year. I better do get by mid Jan otherwise I'd be broke.