True Blood is actually really good. In my opinion, the adult content were unnecessary. Yes, I get it. Vampires have extremely high libido. So does Sookie's brother. WTF.
And I don't get what is the big deal about Eric. He's a'ite. Bill is WAY hotter than Eric. Those eyes and those sweet sexy buns wtf. Too bad Bill has a slightly higher forehead (balding hahah). It's ok. He's still very handsome.
*****
Daybreakers - another vampire movie. That movie has much gore and blood it sickens me. When that stupid vampire who volunteered to get tested with whatever it is they injected into his body EXPLODES, I jumped in my seat ok.
But Ethan Hawke is hot too :))
*****
I finally went swimming like yesterday. And bumped into my cousin. my ex-classmate and my ex-teacher. What a small world wtf.
Did like 3 laps and talked most of the time. Aiya...exercise also what.
*****
I went to Excapade with JW, Eddie, Slesha, Chee Hwa and Pao Hui. Guess who we bumped into?
Loong's parents with Kui Kui and his parents.
*defeated sigh*
I dunno how to react. I tried to address them 'auntie uncle' but no sound came out. I knew Loong's dad recognise me coz you know, I'm 'that girl'. Luckily Kui Kui said hi and I had someone to turn to.
And when JW arrived, he chatted with them. His dad told JW he made a bet with JW's dad that the chances of JW and Loong marrying first is 5:1. Jw - 5 Loong - 1.
I didn't know this initially coz I wasn't paying attention to their conversation. JW later told me about this part of their conversation after they left. JW said *maybe* Loong's dad said that purposely to let me know there is no way I can marry into their family. Just maybe la.
WTF. I'm 21. Who said anything about marriage?
*****
I had a fight with my sister. Actually still am. We are not talking to each other and have not for the past week (we are both very very stubborn). Mum called Dad to tell him about our little fight.
Dad msg-ed me to say he's very sad that we are fighting and wants to know why. I gave him a low-down on the whole saga wtf and his reply: Always remember dad loves you both very much. I'm only happy if you are happy. Always treasure these moments together as you will be leaving soon.
AIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Now he made me feel totally guilty for being this little bitch who makes her father sad.
Btw, it was not my fault and it wasn't me who started it. It's not like I am not nice to her. Just today, I blended the healthiest smoothie for my mum and I gave her some too. If I'm mean, I would have given everyone in the house smoothie except her!
Dammit.
*****
I bought a few items online and I am soooo excited to get them once I return to Sydney. Everything is paid and will be sent directly to my address in Aus.
Maybe I shud sent a msg to the landlord to pick up my items from AusPost just in case it arrives early. Will buy him noodles as a token of appreciation wtf. He loves those noodles!
*****
My grandma is flying in from Kuching on the 1st Feb to spend CNY with us. Too bad, I'm gone when CNY comes around. My cousin is coming too. She graduated from Curtin just last year and is going back to Perth to do her masters.
Speaking of my cousin, she has a sorta long-term bf who is a graduate of Curtin too. He now works in KL. My cousin's graduation ceremony is next month I think and my mum was telling me how her bf is going to Perth to attend the ceremony.
Mum: Her bf is going all the way to Perth for her ceremony orh. Aiya, I think they are 'in' for sure one la (read: going to marry each other for sure).
Me: Oh really??? Good for her then.
Like seriously? Maybe she expected me to talk about mine but there is nothing to talk about. Again I say, I'm only 21.
No degree, no career, who wants you? How to support your own family? I believe women nowadays should always put career and her parents first before thinking about marriage.
*****
I brought back lotsa dresses and new items from Aus but I ended up wearing the same thing over and over again wtf.
Let's see. What else is there I need to buy?
1) White collared shirts for my uniform.
2) New black close toe pumps for school too.
3) Toiletries and 'girl thang'.
4) A new set of bedsheets.
That's all I could think of now.
*****
Can't believe I'm saying this but I do not remember my pin number for my EFTPOS. It's been only 4 weeks since I last used my card and I can't recall shit.
Fuck man. How to study??
*****
Gone are the days where my skin is smooth and fair. It's all brown and scaly from the recent bout of sunburn I got. My face was fried under the hot Brunei sun. I was using a umbrella summore ok.
My hair is shit too. I feel fat and it's not even the PMS. I got a huge ass bruise on my outer thigh coz a piece of heavy plank crashed down on my thigh while the little monster is running wild. Another small bruise on my inner upper arm. Gawddddddd.
*screams*
*****
I have 2 weeks left in Brunei and according to my mum, we are going to move in to the new house next Sat!
Friday, January 22, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
Baby tales
I went to visit Jeremy again. He is so fucking adorable!! Like a mini Michelin mascot. Took many pics and videos. Will upload them when I return to Sydney.
*****
I am NOT allowed to continue my IT. Oh well. Better start my shopping for a new school term :)
*****
Last night I learnt that my mum was in labour for 36 hours with me. The doctor gave her a shot of something that simulates the birth. However it was after all unnecessary becoz after 36hrs, the 'passageway' still would not open and they had to cut her open wtf.
By the time they find me, I was foaming at the mouth and my whole body looked like a piece of white bread soaked in water overnight HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!
My grandma was sooo scared that I was like retarded or at least fucked up in other 'department'.
The thought of me just foaming at the mouth always makes me burst out in laughter HAHAHHA!!!
Damn cacat ah!
*****
Dis is such a dreadful Friday. It's been raining since forever and there is absolutely nothing to do. Hmm..shud I visit Jeremy again? He'd be stoked to see me!! wtf
*****
Dayum!! Those people on the Biggest Loser are exercising like hell. O_o
*****
It's so boring here I'm just surfing the net doing online shopping. I just bought the BB cream and it shall arrive when I go back :))
*****
I am NOT allowed to continue my IT. Oh well. Better start my shopping for a new school term :)
*****
Last night I learnt that my mum was in labour for 36 hours with me. The doctor gave her a shot of something that simulates the birth. However it was after all unnecessary becoz after 36hrs, the 'passageway' still would not open and they had to cut her open wtf.
By the time they find me, I was foaming at the mouth and my whole body looked like a piece of white bread soaked in water overnight HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!
My grandma was sooo scared that I was like retarded or at least fucked up in other 'department'.
The thought of me just foaming at the mouth always makes me burst out in laughter HAHAHHA!!!
Damn cacat ah!
*****
Dis is such a dreadful Friday. It's been raining since forever and there is absolutely nothing to do. Hmm..shud I visit Jeremy again? He'd be stoked to see me!! wtf
*****
Dayum!! Those people on the Biggest Loser are exercising like hell. O_o
*****
It's so boring here I'm just surfing the net doing online shopping. I just bought the BB cream and it shall arrive when I go back :))
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Why.
People have asked me countless times - 'Why do you keep going back to him?' and the best response I could muster up is an awkward smile and a shoulder shrug or a 'I don't know too'.
A few nights ago, I was laying in bed thinking about this very question. I was thinking for a very long time then I suddenly realised there are 2 reasons.
One, it's my own reluctance to admit defeat. I did not want to accept the fact that I failed to make him forget about others. That I did not have the ability to change him into what I want him to be. And that I couldn't make him love me the way I did with him.
After so many times on and off, the same things always happen. And it too ends in the same way.
I do not want to be here forever waiting for him, ready to take him back the minute he looks for me. This does nothing for me and it only serves to make him take me for granted even more. I want to move on. It is harder than you think.
Despite saying all that, I know I'll be there again taking him back. And the cycle repeats.
Second, I do love him. Otherwise, how could I take all that has been said and done and yet still be with him?
Which brings us to another question, why do you love him? What is it that he has that makes you love him?
That, I believe, is there is no reason why you love someone. If you like/love someone because he/she is clever/beautiful/charming/rich/model-like/funny, then what would happen if they lose those qualities? Would you still love him/her now that they are different? Yes, those qualities play a part too but to me, when you like someone, you just like them and would accept all their flaws that come together. No other whys.
So yeah. Can't believe I wrote this here but whatever. Feels good to let it out. If one day I get confused again, I shall just re-read this post.
A few nights ago, I was laying in bed thinking about this very question. I was thinking for a very long time then I suddenly realised there are 2 reasons.
One, it's my own reluctance to admit defeat. I did not want to accept the fact that I failed to make him forget about others. That I did not have the ability to change him into what I want him to be. And that I couldn't make him love me the way I did with him.
After so many times on and off, the same things always happen. And it too ends in the same way.
I do not want to be here forever waiting for him, ready to take him back the minute he looks for me. This does nothing for me and it only serves to make him take me for granted even more. I want to move on. It is harder than you think.
Despite saying all that, I know I'll be there again taking him back. And the cycle repeats.
Second, I do love him. Otherwise, how could I take all that has been said and done and yet still be with him?
Which brings us to another question, why do you love him? What is it that he has that makes you love him?
That, I believe, is there is no reason why you love someone. If you like/love someone because he/she is clever/beautiful/charming/rich/model-like/funny, then what would happen if they lose those qualities? Would you still love him/her now that they are different? Yes, those qualities play a part too but to me, when you like someone, you just like them and would accept all their flaws that come together. No other whys.
So yeah. Can't believe I wrote this here but whatever. Feels good to let it out. If one day I get confused again, I shall just re-read this post.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
In my head.
- from the outside, you are the PERFECT guy. Good looking, polite, soft spoken, sensitive, bright future ahead. Why are you GHEY??
Don't get me wrong. I just thought you could have been the perfect boyfriend to some deserving lady out there. But I guess you could also be the perfect boyfriend to some deserving guy.
- once I return to Sydney, I'll buy a exercise ball with a pair of dumbbells. Time to work all that food off.
- mother in law vs daughter in law arguments are the most retarded and annoying thing.
- life sure is good at home. I get food shoved in my face the minute I wake up.
- how can I convince Rob to kick out the current occupants of the master bedroom in time for my bro and cousin to move in by early next year?
- yes, I can be this scheming evil big bitch.
- if I'm not allowed to continue my IT, then it's back to being a poor student for me. Fuck.
- it's not winter until 6 months later, why did I buy that cardigan while shopping with my mum and aunts just now?
- can't wait till I cut off my hair. I'll go to that Japanese dude in Darling Harbour.
- my dad went offshore again. Won't be back for another 2 weeks and when he does, it'll be another 6 days or more then I'm back to Sydney again :(
- can't believe 3 weeks went by just like that. Such a slacker.
- the compliments received when I just arrived in Brunei were good :))
then I became fat-ter and darker WTF.
- I miss Jia Xin. She's back to UBD now and I cannot drive up to Bandar to look for her. It's soo easy to talk to her about anything.
- ohh, the boiled peanuts from Seria Plaza taste really good. Nom nom nom. WTF.
Don't get me wrong. I just thought you could have been the perfect boyfriend to some deserving lady out there. But I guess you could also be the perfect boyfriend to some deserving guy.
- once I return to Sydney, I'll buy a exercise ball with a pair of dumbbells. Time to work all that food off.
- mother in law vs daughter in law arguments are the most retarded and annoying thing.
- life sure is good at home. I get food shoved in my face the minute I wake up.
- how can I convince Rob to kick out the current occupants of the master bedroom in time for my bro and cousin to move in by early next year?
- yes, I can be this scheming evil big bitch.
- if I'm not allowed to continue my IT, then it's back to being a poor student for me. Fuck.
- it's not winter until 6 months later, why did I buy that cardigan while shopping with my mum and aunts just now?
- can't wait till I cut off my hair. I'll go to that Japanese dude in Darling Harbour.
- my dad went offshore again. Won't be back for another 2 weeks and when he does, it'll be another 6 days or more then I'm back to Sydney again :(
- can't believe 3 weeks went by just like that. Such a slacker.
- the compliments received when I just arrived in Brunei were good :))
then I became fat-ter and darker WTF.
- I miss Jia Xin. She's back to UBD now and I cannot drive up to Bandar to look for her. It's soo easy to talk to her about anything.
- ohh, the boiled peanuts from Seria Plaza taste really good. Nom nom nom. WTF.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Sneak peek.
But not really coz you can't see much anyways.
I have been spending much of my time at my new place just to grace it with my presence FTW.
No lah. I was being a kuli scrubbing the garage tiles, balcony tiles, moving boxes and etc.
My parents are busy going to Bandar and Miri to make the final decisions on the furniture and get those ppl to deliver them. My house is finished but there is NO furniture in there yet.
Except a few matresses, curtains and a few sets of sofas.
Here you have my bigggg bro in front of the TV stand in my/my sis's room since I'm gone most of the time.
We get big screens in our room!! Which I don't get to enjoy coz I'll be in Sydney back to watching movies with my 7" DVD player wtf. Need to use magnifying glass summore.
She gets to chose the colour of our walls. I would have chosen red and called it the 'The Red Room' just like the one in Amityville House wtf.
Sorry about the 'can't make it' faces. Couldn't be bothered.
*****
Dr Alexander hasn't given me a answer yet. He has been 'away' for a few days.
*****
Whether or not I go back to college next term, I still need to get the receipt for my Term 2 so that my dad can make the $10K claim from Shell. Woiii...enuf to pay another term ok! Must claim!
But it is going to be hard work becoz ICMS is not able to grasp the idea of a receipt.
When you ask for receipt, they issue you a statement of your money transactions. Nothing says 'received' or 'paid'.
And I have to explain to them it is that 'little white piece of paper' that I need.
*****
Still eating very much altho that bout of lau-sai I just had made my tummy very flat wtf.
*****
I can safely say that from now on, only Loreal Elvive keeps my hair sane and managable. I just came back and bought 2 bottles of Alberto Balsam shampoo & conditioner because they are cheaper. And also becoz they smell sooo nice!
But I got dandruff just after the first wash!!! Big big pieces!!
Then I use Loreal again and now my hair is saved. See! In the end, have to pay more lagi.
I never learn.
I have been spending much of my time at my new place just to grace it with my presence FTW.
No lah. I was being a kuli scrubbing the garage tiles, balcony tiles, moving boxes and etc.
My parents are busy going to Bandar and Miri to make the final decisions on the furniture and get those ppl to deliver them. My house is finished but there is NO furniture in there yet.
Except a few matresses, curtains and a few sets of sofas.
Here you have my bigggg bro in front of the TV stand in my/my sis's room since I'm gone most of the time.
We get big screens in our room!! Which I don't get to enjoy coz I'll be in Sydney back to watching movies with my 7" DVD player wtf. Need to use magnifying glass summore.She gets to chose the colour of our walls. I would have chosen red and called it the 'The Red Room' just like the one in Amityville House wtf.
Sorry about the 'can't make it' faces. Couldn't be bothered.
*****
Dr Alexander hasn't given me a answer yet. He has been 'away' for a few days.
*****
Whether or not I go back to college next term, I still need to get the receipt for my Term 2 so that my dad can make the $10K claim from Shell. Woiii...enuf to pay another term ok! Must claim!
But it is going to be hard work becoz ICMS is not able to grasp the idea of a receipt.
When you ask for receipt, they issue you a statement of your money transactions. Nothing says 'received' or 'paid'.
And I have to explain to them it is that 'little white piece of paper' that I need.
*****
Still eating very much altho that bout of lau-sai I just had made my tummy very flat wtf.
*****
I can safely say that from now on, only Loreal Elvive keeps my hair sane and managable. I just came back and bought 2 bottles of Alberto Balsam shampoo & conditioner because they are cheaper. And also becoz they smell sooo nice!
But I got dandruff just after the first wash!!! Big big pieces!!
Then I use Loreal again and now my hair is saved. See! In the end, have to pay more lagi.
I never learn.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
New finds!
Things on my shopping list:
1) A new red lippie!! I saw the review on a new red by Lancome and it's the prettiest ever! Although I'm also looking at the Chanel Dragon but I think it'll be expensive. So Lancome is good enough.
2) BB cream! Dr.Jart's to be precise. I read this girl's review on Dr.Jart's BB cream and according to her, this is best suited for fair-skinned ppl.
I don't need a BB cream actually but I want one. And also because it's not too expensive. Go to www.thebbcreamshop.com and you'll have all the good brands of BB creams with helpful tips to aid you in choosing the right one for you!
3) Ipod Touch! Ok lah...I want this coz I dropped my current Nano on the ground REAL hard some time ago. There are a few scratches on the corner so which is why I want a new Ipod. The last time I saw it, it was $248. So I might get it. Might.
4) And a new something else. Hahah!
******
Guys, I might be having a slight change of plans regarding my IT and college.
It just hit me suddenly that I have this option and what it would do for me in the long run.
Old plan: Go back to ICMS for Term 5. And continue my IT doing not more than 20 hours per week.
New plan: Extend my IT by another term. I will still work in Westin and Frasers but not so much anymore. Maybe like 30-35 hours a week coz someone still has to put food on the table and fund the mini shopping trips wtf.
Instead, I'll find myself an internship with real event companies. Not expecting myself to 'manage' an event in that period but just to get an idea of the daily operations.
And I'll be able to add another thing on my resume. I now have experiences in both banquets and events.
I feel so stupid to think of this only now. I should have all these planned out earlier on (if I had thought about it).
But then again, all these need the approval of a Dr Roger Alexander in college. I have written an email to my IT coordinator requesting for a deferral. Dr A only allows students to extend their IT under 'special circumstances' (read: were unsuccessful in finding any placement for their IT). If he says no, then I have to go back to college and continue my studies.
Not that I mind a lot abt going back to college, but I believe it would benefit me in the future if I am able to carry out my plan B.
I am really crossing my fingers Dr A will say yes.
1) A new red lippie!! I saw the review on a new red by Lancome and it's the prettiest ever! Although I'm also looking at the Chanel Dragon but I think it'll be expensive. So Lancome is good enough.
2) BB cream! Dr.Jart's to be precise. I read this girl's review on Dr.Jart's BB cream and according to her, this is best suited for fair-skinned ppl.
I don't need a BB cream actually but I want one. And also because it's not too expensive. Go to www.thebbcreamshop.com and you'll have all the good brands of BB creams with helpful tips to aid you in choosing the right one for you!
3) Ipod Touch! Ok lah...I want this coz I dropped my current Nano on the ground REAL hard some time ago. There are a few scratches on the corner so which is why I want a new Ipod. The last time I saw it, it was $248. So I might get it. Might.
4) And a new something else. Hahah!
******
Guys, I might be having a slight change of plans regarding my IT and college.
It just hit me suddenly that I have this option and what it would do for me in the long run.
Old plan: Go back to ICMS for Term 5. And continue my IT doing not more than 20 hours per week.
New plan: Extend my IT by another term. I will still work in Westin and Frasers but not so much anymore. Maybe like 30-35 hours a week coz someone still has to put food on the table and fund the mini shopping trips wtf.
Instead, I'll find myself an internship with real event companies. Not expecting myself to 'manage' an event in that period but just to get an idea of the daily operations.
And I'll be able to add another thing on my resume. I now have experiences in both banquets and events.
I feel so stupid to think of this only now. I should have all these planned out earlier on (if I had thought about it).
But then again, all these need the approval of a Dr Roger Alexander in college. I have written an email to my IT coordinator requesting for a deferral. Dr A only allows students to extend their IT under 'special circumstances' (read: were unsuccessful in finding any placement for their IT). If he says no, then I have to go back to college and continue my studies.
Not that I mind a lot abt going back to college, but I believe it would benefit me in the future if I am able to carry out my plan B.
I am really crossing my fingers Dr A will say yes.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Ma diu!
The internet is damn slow! I wish I ahve my internet back in Sydney.
Anyways, just an update on my so-called life. Well, it's just eating and sleeping and visiting relatives.
But life's good. Good food and so forth. We are still slowly moving stuff from my old house to the new place. Gawd.
I have gained maybe 2 pounds already wtf. MUST START EXERCISING!! *chomps on another piece of chip*
I met my new baby cousin and I think someone swap my uncle's baby. He used to be so dark and now he's so fair and cute!! He's very big for a 6 month baby. He LOVES to smile, chuckle and sing!! He would sing his heart out whenever he enters a shopping mall or when he sees something he likes.
Damn!! I want to cubit him very much!!
Yesterday, we all went to Bandar and then my dad got the SupaSave vouchers. Each of us got $25 and we all bought more junk food wtf. Seriously, I think my mum shud hide all the vouchers or use them for herself to buy things for the household. My dad has like these vouchers amounting to nearly a thousand.
Yeoseh...mcmtah I didn't use.
I have been back home for only a week and I have spent $200 :((((((
WTF IS THIS!
Will update agn maybe with a video of my new house muahhahaha! No.
Anyways, just an update on my so-called life. Well, it's just eating and sleeping and visiting relatives.
But life's good. Good food and so forth. We are still slowly moving stuff from my old house to the new place. Gawd.
I have gained maybe 2 pounds already wtf. MUST START EXERCISING!! *chomps on another piece of chip*
I met my new baby cousin and I think someone swap my uncle's baby. He used to be so dark and now he's so fair and cute!! He's very big for a 6 month baby. He LOVES to smile, chuckle and sing!! He would sing his heart out whenever he enters a shopping mall or when he sees something he likes.
Damn!! I want to cubit him very much!!
Yesterday, we all went to Bandar and then my dad got the SupaSave vouchers. Each of us got $25 and we all bought more junk food wtf. Seriously, I think my mum shud hide all the vouchers or use them for herself to buy things for the household. My dad has like these vouchers amounting to nearly a thousand.
Yeoseh...mcmtah I didn't use.
I have been back home for only a week and I have spent $200 :((((((
WTF IS THIS!
Will update agn maybe with a video of my new house muahhahaha! No.
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