Coloured tidbits.

Been popping M & Ms since yesterday.

Right now, the landlord is annoying me with his toy helicopter flying around wtf.

Need to go grocery shopping in a bit.

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Yesterday I woke up at 5.15am and reached Frasers at 5.40am. Get to work and blah blah blah. When I went down to change, only did I realised I forgot my locker key.

Which opens to my pair of black shoes. Oh shit.

Luckily Shaaban wasn't working that day, otherwise he would send me home to get that key. And I worked in my slippers. Which is the best day in Frasers wtf.

It was alright...that day wasn't particularly busy and the guests all came at a even rate.

I am working there again next Sat and Sun.

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Phoenix was playing on my Itunes when I told my landlord 'it's my supervisor's fav song'.

He was like 'OK, no comment'.

LOL.

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I am so bored. I want to go shopping but am broke. Am waiting for Myers or CR to have a sale again so I can buy a pair of denim from CR. It's 99 without sale. Myers had a sale one time but I decided to not buy it and now I am regretting it again.

Haih.

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Am coughing non stop. I hate being sick.

Trippin' to college.

Today I made the stupidest mistake ever. I took 2 cough tablets in one go on a empty stomach (when I was only supposed to take one). Resulting in me roaming around the college super 'high'. I failed to read the instructions on the leaflet that comes with the tablets.

"Side effects: May result in dizziness"

-_-''

Damn! My uncle's medicine damn potent ah.

I was still fine when I boarded the ferry. However, when the ferry arrived in Manly, that's when it hit me.

I could not even walk in a straight line! Everything seems to be spinning and moving. Dizzy spell + high heels = OH NO!

Miraculously, I survived. It was not fun ok. I bet everyone was looking at me and thinking like "WTF is this girl doing?".

Fridays in college are always a breeze. One class and 10am, it's time to go home. I love Fridays, Mondays and Tuesdays!!

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I finished my HR assignment with 1600 words.

FAIL.

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This was some time ago but I worked in IRD and I was sending this room order of a bottle of Moet. The guy who opened the door was big and muscular with both his nipples pierced (trust me to notice that). Woah..

Then hor....I caught the reflection of a naked woman lying sexily on the bed from the glass window. No wonder he wouldn't let me bring the bucket of Moet in the room la..

The man's getting some Y'ALLLLLL.

Wonder how they did it....

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Remember I told you guys about new banquets peeps? I said there was a Indian guy named Ravi. Well, it was actually a Mexican named Jorge.

"HORRRRRRR-HEY" . AHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!

That's how Adam says his name. Jorge is from ICMS too.

Last Sat, we had pinnacles brought in too. During one intermission, I was at back of house when a pinnacle told me that of all the hotels he worked at, he thinks that Westin banquets ppl are the most hardworking coz we are not allowed to stop moving. Damn proud yo!! Ok no lah.

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Speaking of Westin, of coz it reminds me of Carlos. I'm fine now actually. Once I emo, I can be really extreme for a couple of days then afterwards, I'm alright.

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I bought a dress online. Here it is. Now that it arrived, I think it looks kinda like a bridesmaid dress WTF.


And another thing. I found that this dress is the kind of dress where you need another person to help you zip up -_-''

>.>

"ROBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!! Can you please help me zip this dress?"

"FUCK OFF!"

" *criesssssss*"

I can SO totally picture my landlord doing that to me. *sad*

Oh well. There is still my Brazilian roomie if she is still here.

I feel so much like a loser can....every night she pan leng leng and go on dates with cute Australian guys. She tells me he has smooth skin and big blue eyes. I was like "Wow..really? Must be cute..." while feeling like shit inside wtf.

In addition, ask me which outfit looks better and I helped her choose outfits to go on dates. *fail*

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I want to tell you about my fav pair of pants. Whether I lost weight or not, the pants will tell me.

I wore the same pants back in Brunei and it was busting at the seams ok. My roll of fat was spilling from the top and now it's all so freaking loose my butt crack shows most of the time wtf (obviously i only wear this at home).

Yeah...I am back to pre-Brunei weight. And now to make it so loose I won't be able to wear it properly. Add oil!

It will get better from here on.

Hey peeps. As you know, Carlos left. And I was devastated. It hit me harder than I expected.

I thought I would be sad and all but like to cry 2 whole days for him? Never crossed my mind. Heck, I did not even cry 2 secs for Loong. F.

Last Sat night was his last shift. I finished earlier at 3.30am. I went down to B2 to say goodbye to him before I signed off. He came over to give me a hug and kiss. He held both my hands telling me to take care and hope that we see each other again. And blah blah blah all those farewell lines expected. I wanted to tell him so many things there and then but do not know where to start and besides Mary, Salv were all there.

I woke up on Sunday morning feeling exactly the same way I did when I just arrived in Sydney. A sense of emptiness at the pit of my guts and a huge weight on my heart.

Because I woke up knowing that he will not be in Westin anymore. He is not going to be there when I start my shift next time. There will be no one to take care of me anymore. No one to send me home if I'm sick. No one to tell me lame jokes. No one I can look forward to seeing anymore.

I cried the whole Sun and Mon. In addition, listening to Sarah MacLachlan's "Fallen" is not helping because I feel like she is singing about my exact situation. As of today, I am feeling better because I received an email from him last night, giving me his last advice.

The past 2 days I wished every minute to go back 10 months ago so that I'll appreciate him a lot more and maybe change things around. However, there is this voice inside telling me it's futile, that I should look forward to the future (i.e my studies and career) and treasure the past as memories. Memories that will help me grow as a person.

Hence, I stop. Thanks to this voice inside I hardly dwell on the past wishing to go back because it always tells me to look forward, not backwards. Good memories are there for a reason. That is to make you appreciate what you have right now.

Te quiero mucho.

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Besides, I cannot emo for too long a period. I got plenty of stuff to attend to. I just want this week to be over and done with. Westin is pretty quiet for the next month or so due to Easter so I'm working in Frasers now. This Sat, I start at 6am.

I got some pictures.

Here is one of the Sydney CBD at 7am. Took this at Circular Quay while waiting for the ferry to college.

Here is one of George St bus stop at 5.30am after work. Never in my Westin life have I worked until 5.30am in the morning. Gawd.
The bright Apple store. I love going in there and just play with all the Apple stuffs.
My fav things atm.

1) My Touch.
2) My box of colourful markers. Look how happy they are!!
3) My new brown bucket bag. Hello...how pretty is that!
4) My red planner. Which my sis bought for me (while I pointed a gun to her head). This is my life here. All my important events and homework are in there.
5) Dr. Jart Silver label BB cream. Can't live without this shit.

So yeah. That's about it. Things will get better from here on :)

Edit: Btw, I bought a dress online to wear for my ICMS Alumni Reunion Dinner function. It's peach coloured lace-y kinda dress. I lost the pic. Will take a pic once it arrive.

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Today, I woke up with a empty heart and the tears keep falling.

Why I hate Weds.

1) 11 hours of classes in a row. Nuff ' said.

2) Bringing 4 meals in my bag. And becoz I have to eat every 3 hours, I feel like I'm eating a lot and feel fat. Wednesday = Fatday

3) Plenty of homework that goes home with me which are ignored. The minute I come home is to shower and sleep as I have to wake up at 5.30am the next day.

4) Having to walk down the steep hill to Manly Wharf. All the while praying to a higher form of being that a bat doesn't fly into my face.

There are plenty of bats flying around Sydney right now :((((

Although they are not blood suckers but have you seen a bat's face??????? Helllllllllll. It's scarier than Jocelyn Wildenstein. *nightmare*

Dayumm.

5) I have to see the same people like 4 out of the 5 classes.

6) I have to sit in the same classroom for 6 hours.

6 more weeks of Weds!!!

Over-whelmed.

Ok my blog is getting too wordy. So you need to see my fat face. Obviously these pics were taken years ago since my hair is still long. Sorry, I just don't camwhore that often these days. Too busy doing homework.

Yunn and I. This is taken in the Empire Hotel toilet wtf. WHAT BETTER PLACE TO CAMWHORE THAN IN THE GOLDEN THEMED TOILET IN EMPIRE HUH? Year 2008 yo.
Ehhh..why I look like Pinoy here ah.

Stupid times with sis and cousin.

This was when Yunn's bf visited Brunei. And a month before I left for Sydney in 08.

More stoned faces.


There we go. It's 12.45am now and I should be sleeeping but no....coz I fell asleep this afternoon at 4pm and now am wide awake FML.

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Blogging random crap right now to release all these stress built up inside of me. Don't want to sound ungrateful or immature by complaining about the amount of homework I have to do so I'll just shut up and continue working.

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Btw, I saw this very cute brown bucket bag for sale on facebook. And tomorrow I'm meeting with the seller at TAFE to get the bag. She had brown, black, blue and red. I wanted the red since my bags are all brown and black. But it's kinda hard to match my clothes with red so brown it is!!!

Guess how much! $25!! So cheap.....

Will take pictures once I get it tomorrow. If nothing goes wrong.

Ok..good night.

Who likes 3D anyway??

But there is nothing I can do because Event Cinema only shows Alice in Wonderland in 3D. Shit.

Waste my money on the stupid glasses. 1 dorra!!

Am watching the movie later at 2pm followed by Dear John. Oooo..

Then it's back home doing a gazillion research on the internet.

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I went for a hair dye again. This time I went for VERY dark auburn. It's very reddish under the sun but it looks like my previous hair colour in rooms. FML. Waste summore of my money.

Also went out with Wei Xin after a billion years of not seeing each other. Sumone's market price is flying high arh..demands coming in like crazy.

Unlike me.....do promotion/ free gifts/ coupons also no use.

And thank God for him because I would have sprained my ankle if he did not catch me in time. Coz yours truly is a noob in wearing high heels. I had a mini cramp and my whole right leg went all jelly-ish. Most embarrassing moment of the day.

Now that I know how it feels to have short hair, my next goal is to try medium hair length!! Sumwhere between my neck and boobs.

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All Human Resources students need to take a Myers Briggs test which determines our personality types. I am ISFJ - Introvert, Sensing, Feeling and Judging. Which seems like all the negative qualities.

And write a 3000 words report on how our personality type affects HR planning in a organisation.

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I am very frustrated with one of the events that we are handling. It's a reunion dinner for 120 pax. However, the guy who came up with the event sent out 5000 emails and so far we have already 60 pax confirmed. He told us the problem and then sent us an email telling us 'to take the event as our own'.

Seriously???? Seriously???

You fucking sent out the invitations and now you want us to 'pau' everything and sort it out?

Greatttttttttt.

And he kept on changing the menu like wtf. It's free dinner for the guests and I didn't think they would complain about the food ok. We get decent food from the school and dun forget, we only have that much money for the budget. These people are only going to care about the free booze.

Another thing is that, he says now that it's possible many people might show up, we can change the sit down dinner to a cocktail party. And I ahve to email the functions manager regarding the price. However, the functions manager is not being too helpful as she says it's the chef's job to quote me the price not her.

Correct me if I'm wrong. I thought the chef is only responsible for the food and drink. The price should be done by the functions manager.

GAWD. KILL ME NOW.

Ba..continue later. Gotta run to the movies now.

Edit.

Ok, I'm back from the movies.

Alice in Wonderland was soooooo good (although the 3D effects gave me a headache). Dear John on the other hand was blah. I had such a high expectation of that movie!

The only part which succeeded in making me tear was when John read his letter to his dying father in the hospital.

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Btw, I did the Myers Briggs test again. And this time, I'm a ISTJ. Just a slight differrence. Here are some things about me. I have put results for both ISFJ and ISTJ. Since I'm a combination of both. But after reading all these info, I do have say ISTJ and ISFJ profiles do have some contradicting points.

On romance.
Leilah is a Guardian Protector (ISFJ). Guys often didn't even notice her in high school because she was so shy. In college, she had one long-lasting romance. However, her boyfriend turned out to be abusive. Since he would always apologize and she is very trusting and loyal, she stuck by him. The abuse escalated, so she finally left. Now she is dating a man who treats her like a queen. She'd like to marry him, but she's afraid he might change afterward.

Jillian is a Guardian Inspector (ISTJ). She was a good student in high school, usually quiet but fairly blunt. Guys didn't know how to start a conversation with her. She dated occasionally, mostly as part of her social group. She really wanted to get married and have children, but didn't know how to find a good man. In college, her roommate set her up on a blind date with the roommate's boyfriend's cousin. They went on a double date together. A year and a half later, Jillian married him.

I say it's true to a very large extent. Altho I feel like a woman should have a career first esp in this time where nothing is guaranteed except death.

Oh shit. The page only has details on romance. But if you guys are interested in your personality type, google Carl Jung personality test and you shall find one that is free of charge. Get your personality type and go to www.personalitypage.com. Click the 'overview of the sixteen types' and choose your type. I tell you it's extremely accurate.

OK...back to researching on the internet now.